Yep it's official. I'm stressed up.

Hi :)

Sorry for not updating for a long time :( so stressed up because of studies sobbing so hard ;-;

But anyway I'm here right, so yep ! Have quite a lot of stuff to say in this post lol :D

First thing, I'm kind of going on a ... Hiatus? Semi hiatus I would say. Reason? Studies. Always this, isn't it? Every weekend I'm cooped up at home mugging and mugging and mugging. If I'm not doing notes, I would be doing homework or ten years series or math tutor. That's it. I would use my phone occasionally to check on twitter and maybe read some fics, but overall im still cooped up at home! Sometimes I feel my life has no meaning, it's really boring and my life feels like it is being sucked out of me everyday. This feeling actually sucks you know? To know that you have to be at home every weekend studying, being called a person with 'no life' is so depressing. It makes me think --- have I been mugging too much that I'm neglecting the outside world?

To be truthful, I didn't really read the newspapers . I didn't really update myself on the current affairs, which made me feel a bit disappointed at myself. How could I not update myself about the current affairs?

Also, I've been slacking on Fridays, this I start my homework on Saturdays, which will result in me really doing revision on Sundays. This , I've been reflecting upon this, so I've decided that I will complete my homework on Fridays and start revision on Saturdays and Sundays, so that my time is planned well. Common test is coming, I don't want to waste my time.

Kind of sad you know, like everyone is going out, having fun while me? Staying at home mugging like mad.

Okay anyway, second thing. We went to Kallang Theatre on Wenesday! :D for SYF rehearsal and it was quite... Fruitful? I don't know how to say lah, but it was okay..? Like teacher didn't scream at us :3 it was cold too! :o LOL but yep I think the main point of this is that I camwhored with Deborah in the bus lol and we were like so jelly of Eugina's iPhone 5 secondary camera LOL. Will upload the photos okay you can scroll down if you don't want to see okay.

Wait. So I only have two issues? Nope here's another one : COMMON TEST IS COMING!

So yep I'm going to work extra hard for this common test, not just this but for all exams and tests, no matter how major they are or not. YEP. I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A ... What is an appropriate word for it... NERD? GEEK? HARDCORE MUGGER? Whatever you name it LOL. Yep I really want to do well. Especially for math. :( I've not been performing well, but neither am I performing badly. Just so-so... Except for AMath. I got like 54% for my first test. While the rest got like >70% ... Kind of depressing right.

So I'm going to work hard okay! Wish me luck ! Loves.

Me and my lame shit

Hi.

It's a Saturday morning, 16 February. Yep thanks captain obvious -_-

But anyway sorry for not blogging in an ultra ultra long time.

Been so busy I didn't really have time to get on the Internet and do constructive stuff, like blogging LOL.

But anyway, school's tough. Taking triple science isn't all that easy, plus double math, history. Social studies. English. Higher Chinese. Yep.

There's express Chinese O's this year, and I'm rather worried you know, like I know for sure my compo is really bad, I can't really think of good ideas and start penning them down. Same for higher Chinese. Like I mean the paper is still manageable, but the essay? Really? The essay is really tough on my brains. I admit that I'm not creative enough okay? But of course I should have read more newspapers to gain knowledge of stuff bla bla bla.

Amath is still okay, I used to hate amath during January but guess what I'm okay now amath is kind of fun to me now, like we are learning long division now and yep it's fun though I couldn't get it at first but at the end of the lesson I finally caught on with the concepts learnt and yep I learnt long division!

Emath. We're learning trigonometry one now. The toa Cah soh is fun lol now I find trigo extremely interesting.

Chemistry, we are doing covalent bonding now kind of got mixed up between ioning bonding and covalent lol but now yep I sort them out not mixed up anymore :)

Physics, eew okay sorry to say but I kind of dislike physics. But I still study for tests anyway

Biology, omg I love this subject like a lot a lot okay. It's so fun and interesting I don't know how to express my love for Bio. I can only say that the concepts just comes to me naturally lol. Plus maybe it's also due to my ambition to be a doctor. Which requires bio and chem that's why I pay extra attention in class lol. But really bio class with mrs Choo is really funny we always laugh in class lol cause its too funny and you have people in my class laughing over a root hair cell. Yep I laughed too realized my class has dirty minds lol.

History, the content covered is still okay, the skills too so I think I'm on good terms with history?

Okay enough ranting about school ;)

I realized that I grew fats, as well as muscles... I have no grudges towards muscles okay, but obviously I'm not satisfied with fats... Really depressing you know, when you see skinny people flaunting their skinniness and there's me hiding my fatness. Sad right?

Anyway change of topic did I mention that I rebonded my hair ? Okay maybe I didn't but yep indeed I went to rebond my hair lol

Okay bye