I love Key~!

5.28pm Blogging at Gramma's house again (: so later when I reach home then got wifi can just straight away publish the post . So I stated the time when I typed this :D Anyways , my lappy at Gramma's , but horh , Ziqi die also dont want lemme connect the cable to be connected to the internet )): then must type like crazy now and only post it later ): The title like so lame sia . Haish but I dont have any titles to put already )): normally the titles are from song lyrics , but I kind of got addicted to kpop songs now so rarely listen to english songs these days . Also no stuff to blog about lehhs ._. Cause nothing interesting really happened . Haish . Oh ya today checked on my toes (: it was really daebak (: the new skin started forming :D oh shit forgot to take my medication after breakfast . Only realised now . Oh crap . Gramma cooking dinner nowwww :D hope she cooks porridge :B cause these days im craving for porridge for dinner and dinner only (: dont know why im craving for porridge , but it's good , right ? And oh , I also want to have eggs for dinner ! ^^ Played kinect adventures today with Ziqi and Huiwen :D sweated a lot a lot ! :DDDDDDDDDDD hope got burn fats :B the reason I spent so much time reading cause I can play kinect adventures and sweat and BURN FATS ! wheeee heeeeeeeeeeee ~~ i'll be really happy if this holiday I got burn fats yo ! :D Kkay sho now gonna stop typing (: byebye see if got mood blog not then zai blog :D

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nothing defeats my Gramma ! :D

3.13 pm Hellohello (: In a good mood today , as usual blogging at Gramma's house and saving the post until there's wifi so that I can publish the post . (: Helped Gramma to pluck her white hair today afternoon ! She doesnt really have white hair lah , like 99% of black hair and 1% of white hair ~ (: Huiwen also kinda of helped with the plucking of white hair ~ Then while im typing this , Huiwen saw the 'helped Gramma to pluck her white hair today' and started laughing and giggling ~ :D Huiwen thought that I was typing , or rather texting Ziqi about plucking Gramma's white hair ~~ but she didnt know that I was actually blogging . :P anyway she is too small to understand what's blogging , isnt she? (: so ..ya (: Anyway , while I have spare time here to type whatever I want blog for the day , think im gonna reflect on my sins (: What sins did I commit this week? I dont know . I dont even know if I committed any sins this week :B Gramma is getting old already , 70 next year .. She sometimes seem fragile and sometimes she doesnt seem fragile . I sometimes wonder if she's actually experiencing pain after her operation . Does it hurt when she does strenuous stuff ? Does it hurt when there's bad weather ? Like really , I wiah I could know what was she is thinking . The other day , after hearing second aunt giving a lecture to Gramma , I heard her asking the other aunts 'does she have a concept on everything?' or something liddat . Anyway the question is just circling the idea of whether Gramma has an idea of all the stuff she does . Like , oh crap . Idk how to express . Kkay whatever ._. Gramma is actually an amazing person . For me , she amazes me with her foooooooood :DDDDDDDD Gramma cooks really well ! I wonder why isnt she a chef or something liddat . O.o plus , she is really caring and never forgets to remind me to take my medication . Especially when im forgetful and tend to forget things , her daily reminder is really really helpful . Like really helpful . If not later I have to take double doses which is even worse ): Read for 2 hours today , and the motive behind all these reading these days is because for every hour you read , you get 1 hour of playtime on the xbox . (: and I like the kinect adventures best (: the disneyland one , although is the real one , but the game treats you like a moron or someone with low IQ . not trying to criticise lah , but maybe the game is not for me but kids like of my sister's age . Cause in the game they keep telling you to wave here wave there , then very boring . Plus it keeps lagging x: makes the whole thing more boring . The Kinect sports season 2 one has sports that are really not for me except for the tennis and skiing . The rest are golf , darts , american football and baseball . What I like about the kinect adventures is cause after every completed adventure there will be this thingy where you can record your living statue . That one is like a fun can ! Like super funny ^^ Kkay (: shall blog later if possible :D

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wae ireoni .

18december . Hey . Nothing's good after getting the second opinion . Today supposed to go swimming , but then as we were getting prepared , second aunt told me not to swim cause of the germs in the pool that might invade my skin again then the eczema might make a comeback again . -.- Whatthefuck , I go swim cause I want burn fats okay ! I heck care if my eczema make a comeback luhs , go swimming so many times already , also never make comeback . -.- Tsk . Then not long after they went out to the swimming complex , it rained . Haahahahah good . So that means even if I cant go people also cannot go . :P not that im cursing the weather , but .. Oh whatever . I cant predict the weather , can I ? But it's kind of good that I rained so that everybody can grow fat together ! Speaking the truth I will become jealous if someone becomes skinnier than me while I become a fat pig . 39kg already leh , means I increased 1kg you know ?! Omo im so fat lah . ): wae ????????? I worked hard to burn all those fats already leh ! Plus I didnt eat a lot of junk food you know ?! Yesterday sister was eating chips then I only ate one piece leh ! Why must make me so fat ? )): im super sure I got burn calories when I played the kinect adventures kkay ! Wae cannot burn more calories ?! Wae ??? I want to slim down you know ? I so fat already . ): wish can undergo plastic surgery and get the surgeon to cut off all my fats . I dont mind the scars , as long as I can get rid of those fats then I very happy liao ! liposuctionalso can , whatever it is , I just want to slim down ! I dont like being fat sia ! I mean , who likes being fat ? I dont mind what it takes to get slimmer , as long as I can become slimmer , everything needed to attain that result I also can give ! Wae I cannot jian fei ? ): Wae ireoni ? Wae ireoni ? Wae ireoni ?wae wae wae ireoni ???????????? Tomorrow got dance . Hope can help to jian fei ! I really really want to jian fei ! Please .......... And oh , I really want to get good grades ! I wont mind whatever it takes to get good grades so that i can get into 3H ! Im sure I wont mind . More studying instead of play time also can ! I can always play during the december holidays right . So ya . To-do : -Jian fei ! -Study harder ! I really want to get good results . I really want . If I only can choose one , I would choose good grades . Slimming down can be done during the holidays , but grades cant . Grades are more important . I cannot disappoint mom anymore with that percentage of 71.2 again ! Have to work harder . Eugina got 73.something and that is higher than me sia ! Plus im not even top 10 in class ! Must really do something ! Omo . Please let me get good grades ! If I get into 3H i'll study even harder for 'O' levels ! Please let me get into 3H please please please please ! I have to make my mom proud of me by getting good results and not just letting her be proud of Ziqi cause she got 246 for PSLE ! Cannot ! Have to do something about it ! Must really work harder lerhs ! hwaiting ! If I do well in my studies next year , and SNSD comes to singapore again , I might stand a chance to buy the tickets for their concert ! So yeah , hwaiting ~ no matter how tired am I im still going to fight into 3H ! FIGHTING !

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haish. ):

Hey. Today aunts told me ziqi to pack the stuffs in gramma house's storeroom . And it was quite organised. (: Then second aunt was rather pissed at Gramma for buying too much stuff to store in the storeroom and kind of raised her voice at Gramma . Couldnt stand it! How can she raise her voice at her own mom?! Though I raised my voice at my own mom too. :B but I seldom be so rude to my mom what. She was a bit too much, you know. And Gramma was really nice to me so ya , felt a bit angry at second aunt. For every bit of stuff that second aunt felt buay song about , she would raise her voice and kind of scold Gramma . Which I find it rather impolite . Grrr . I dont like the way she treats Gramma ! Why must she be so impolite towards her own mom leh ? Anything you find an eyesore , just tell your mom in a polite and well-mannered way lah . No need to be so rude and impolite to her right ? That's a form of disrespect for your mom you know ?! And I think I ought to reflect on myself too . I used to raise my voice at my mom everytime I felt buay song . And during that period of time I was rather buay song like practically all the time . So imagine my mom having to hearing all my mumbles and watch me walk away . Think I was a bad kid . Sorreh mom . ): Kkay back to topic . So .. Ya . You cant be so bad to your mom you know?! You must have manners derh ! Even a three-year-old kid can tell you that you must respect your parents derh ! Plus when your mom slogged her guts out for the family when she was in her younger days leh ! Please have some respect can ! Tsktsk . Such impolite kid you are ! Are you trying to set a bad example for all your nieces and nephews ?! Do you want us to behave in the same way as you do ?! Is that the reality you wanted ?!?!?! So pissed now . Have some respect for your mom kkay ! Gramma told me her life story before , she said when she was younger , she helped to babysit other relatives' and friends' kids when they had to go out . And she would help mothers who just finished giving birth and couldnt wash their own clothes to wash their clothes for them . Like omo . She practically slogged her guts out for that family . And why did she do that ? For her own family . For her own kids ! Not that im biased towards Gramma because she did loads for me , but because it's the truth and I strongly strongly feel that Gramma should not be treated this way ! After Gramma's operation on both of her legs , like less than FIVE months , she started doing household chores again . And she's actually not encouraged to do so ! Like , is this how you treat your really good mom who did so much household chores and cooked amazingly tasty food for you ? If you say that's the way that's right to treat your mom , then I would say that you dont deserve this kind of amazingly noble mom horh ! Sometimes second aunt was really good to Gramma , but sometimes she would kind of lecture Gramma . Which I find it annoying . Maybe I can kind of can control my temper well when im with my Gramma but not with other people plainly because she's my elder who did loads of good stuff for me and cared about my eczema loads , so probably I find it impolite when other people blow their top at her . Like , what kind of evil deed did she do to make you blow your top at her ?! So rude ! Haish . Grrrrrrrr . Kkay shall create a new post later and hopefully the new post is typed in a happier mood instead this angry mood . (:

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won the battle(:

Heyhey(: took a closer look at my foot today(: the eczema's comeback has finished(: it's not that serious already. :DDDDDDD super happpppppy(: must thank Gramma! Cause she spent quite a lot of money on my eczema during this 2month holiday. And also must thank Mom(: cause she also spent time to remind me to apply the lotion and stuff to keep my eczema in check. And also MEEEEEEEE! I spent time to apply those lotion tooooooo(: heeheehee. :D Hope that after my eczema wont make a comeback after this(: Hwaiting! :D but the last wound doesnt seem to heal leh. The previous 3 wounds healed already, except this one)): hope it can heal quickly! I've been eating fishes that have protein that helps build cells that might help in the fast healing of my wounds. (: must be more hardworking to apply all those eczema care products. Kkay Xinyi Hwaiting! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Didnt sleep well these days): whywhywhy): didn't fulfil the promise of sleeping at 9 or latest at 10pm so I guess that's the reason for not sleeping well these days(: yesterday slept at 11+pm and then kind of woke up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep well after that aigoooooo))): kkay now really really must fulfil the promise of sleeping at latest 10pm! so when go home from Gramma house that time must faster watch hello baby t-ara(: stopped at episode 7 if I never forget wrongly heehee(: Still very tired. How? 4.36pm (: hihi(: went to see a tcm doctor and was back at around 12plus(: went there to get second opinion on my eczema cause my aunts couldnt stand it anymore. I had eczema since primary1, you know. She was really nice! (: like really really nice. She said my eczema was due to the toxic stuff built up in my body.. cause maybe I ate too much antibiotics or those western medicine that were a bit too strong . Yeah for a period of time I ate too much antibiotics. 2 courses of them for 2 weeks. She said that I cannot eat CHOCOLATES! ): Life will be so tough without chocolates)))): no prawns, crabs, etc. No cold drinks?!?!?! Why): no sleeping late): no fried food. ): ya I think that's about it. The worse part of it was chocolates and cold drinks banned. Omo how am I going to survive? Think about it yo. No chocolates): haish): and ya cannot be picky about food. Wtf I hate peas and you want me to eat them?! That's like torture. Torture. ): trying to recall everything that was said to me 5 hours ago. It's tough to remember everything. ): she told me to give her my hand and then she put her fingers on my hand then she say I have migraine. Yeah she so pro sia! She say She thinks that my migraine is due to the cold drinks?! That's horrible.): then the prescription: 2 packets of pills. Eew. 3pills a time and 2 times a day and it's a week's course means there are 42 pills in it. 2 packets means got 84 pills. :D the thing is, I don't know how to swallow pills leh. Both my sisters, 12 and 5, know how to. Don't laugh at me kkkay. She said those pills are bitter. Then if idk how swallow I can always iopen the capsule and mix the powder with water and drink it(: so when I reached home after lunch I took those supposingly bitter stuff out and opened the capsule and poured the contents out. (: AND IT WASN'T BITTER AT ALL. In fact,I like that taste a lot a lot! So I don't think it will be tough to finish all those pills later on(: will post the photos of the nice pills later on byebye! (:

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i wanna stay in Neverland ;

11.48 pm (: Hellohello! :D Sho tired these days): yesterday past my sleepy time then I couldnt sleep then wait until 12+ then fell asleep then after that around 3 in the morning got rudely awaken by sister who squeezed with me on my bed and shoved her back. After that couldnt sleep at all because I take at least 1hour to fall asleep): think slept at around 4+in the morning and got woken up by mom at 7+ am): total up only had 5+ hours of sleep): wish I can fall asleep easily and not one of those who cant sleep easily)): haish.. D: nehmind Lahore try to sleep earlier then. Hope can tune back my body clock and sleep early. Like by 9 at night? Kkaycan. Shall sleep at 9 tonight. Must tune body clock back to original school time! If not later school reopen cannot sleep well x.x during school days I used to sleep at 9pm latest 10pm and wake at 6am so ya now must change back to school time. Kkay must work on this! Oh ya said that I would post the photos but most of them are with sister so must get her to whatsapp me the photos. Kkay so can wait for my sister to be in a good mood so she can whatsapp me all the photos? Thanks for the patience! :D I miss SNSD sia! 3 days already): hope next year they can come back to SG ! But their concert must be during December holidays leh if not I confirm plus a lot of chops cannot go derh): Xueqi say next year if got concert we go together(: but like I said, I must see first): see mum allow not and see if got ticket not. This year's concert's tickets for the first night was sold out in 4 hours if Im not wrong. Second night one also sold out in 4hours. If Im not wrong. Yahhh. See if aunt still got treat not. But I think if got right cousin confirm plus chopchopchop will go derh! She's a hugeeeeeeeeeee Sone! :D If she got go confirm at moshpit derh then she'll ask her brother to cam the concert for her derh.(: hope next year got concert and I can go! If got then if sit beside Xueqi better! (: but ya if I got go confirm sister also got go. Ruin all the fun): but....ya. idk how say lah. :P Woah like type a lot sia. Yeah this is what happens when I have nothing to do in my grandma's house without wifi. I sit down and slide up my phone to use the keyboard and type and type and type(: the sound of the keyboard when you type is nice and I like the feeling of the keyboard(: so if I start blogging i'll keep typing and typing and typing(: And later 5pm Ziqi and me have to bring Huiwen to the pool cause she didnt attend her swimming lesson on sunday so today have to conduct make up lesson for her. Im so tired already still want me to bring a cheeky 5yearold to the pool with a 12yearold? Haish.. mum busy then cannot bring her to the pool then I'll be stuck at the pool while waiting for my sister's 1hour lesson to end x.x it'll be so so so so boring! Lucky Ziqi won't be swimming,thus it won't be that boring(: I can't swim now cause of my eczema's comeback that caused my skin to break and bleed x.x then if come into contact with the chlorine in the water then how? Scared got wound inflammation x.x if got wound inflammation then everything would become so troublesome): haish I hate my eczema! I hate it whenever my eczema makes a comeback. My feet already very nice very little skin breakage already then a few weeks ago my eczema made a horrid comeback then I had 4wounds but now left 1 open wound already(: why I have eczema?! Trying to torture me isit): I have enough torture already lerh lah! Had this skin condition since primary1 lerh, now sec1 already still havent heal yet.): if it doesnt completely heal right also can like, don't make so much comebacks right? Kkay fine maybe you all don't understand but yah, idk how to express it well but..... yah. Should I stop now? Looks like I typed too much. Too many stuff to say. Too expressive. Haish. Think im off topic(: first talk about not enough sleep then talk about sister must be in good mood to whatsapp me the photos from the concert then talk about me missing SNSD then talk about the very nice keyboard I have then talk about later need to bring Huiwen to the pool and finally talking about my eczema. (: think I really talked too much for now. Kkay then so byebye shall type later I promise! 7.18 pm(: hi back from swimming(: went into the pool(: it didnt sting my wound.(: and I think my wound healed! YAYYYYY! :D Sho happy happy happy happy! (: bought a lot of food to eat omo got fatter instead of slimmer))): haish..): sister behaved well during her lesson and she learnt how to do frog style(: seeing her swim sho cute! (: and oh, I smell of chlorine eeew. But I still like the smell of chlorine(: the smell of bleach also very nice(: played Kinect before going swimming(: sweated loads during the playing of Kinect so I guess it kind of cancelled off the fats(: I think so and I hope can cancel off so weight can remain the same((: FIGHTING! :DDD soooo... ya. Talk later kkay byebyeeeeeeeeee!(:

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소녀시대 concert ! :DD

hellohello ! A BIG HELLO ! :D

went to 소녀시대's concert today :33

sho sho happy ! ^^ 소녀시대 so cute sia ! :D and chio omo . o: the starting so cool siol ! the highest part might be The Boys or Gee . :333333 anyway all very nice lah ! <3

Taeyeon did a solo before RunDevilRun and she looked like some rockstar singing siol all of them so SEXAYEEEEEE ~~~~~ :B

then got this video that showed KEYYYYYYY AND TAEMINNNNNNNNN :DDDDDDD then it was about 소녀시대 . then after Key received a ticket about the 소녀시대 thingy he started to imagine everybody as 소녀시대 LOLOLOL then everybody stare at him like he sot sot one :BBBB ahahahahahahahah but he still look cute and hot and shuai lah ! esp when he keep seeing 소녀시대 and his gaze when Taeyeon is feeding him food and when another member (forgot who :B) was wiping his lips for him OMO OMO OMO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMO ! *faints* but all of that was his imagination lah but yah still very cute ! :DDDDD

then when Taemin received the ticket he saw 소녀시대 posing in front of him OMO all so chio siol ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~ then kept yelling encore then they came out again ! :DDD

when they sang Gee the whole concert high dao cannot okay i tell you OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ! then got the paper message that we held up at the last part of Complete then they came out again ! :DD and thanked us :DD and said they had the best fans in the world xDDDDDDD sho happy siol !!!!!

and oh they were so SEXYYYYYYY dao cannot okay ! all so chio lorh !

photos later ! :DD

i like this .

Out for CCA Carnival preparations~! ^^`

hellohello ! ^^

went out to AMK Hub to meet Joanne Junyan Kate Yuting Deborah Eugina Roxanne Clarin to do the cca carnival's flyer and poster (: think we talked more than just doing it :B i used Joanne's camera and took loads of photos (: unglam ones , glam ones , all very very nice derh ! :DD heeheehee but my own unglam so not nice derhs )):

kkay cause i used Joanne's phone then i dont have a lot of photos and i lazy download so yeah i only have 3 photos from today's meet (: enjoyyyy (:

me (: took Junyan's specs to take this photo (:

Junyan (: she very pretty rights . So jealous . :B

me and Joanne (: i covered my faceeeee :P

Remembering everything precious .

hihihi (:

saw my old phone todayy . ): very sad though ): cause all the texts when i was with him were inside . )))':

those texts he sent when i was sad , texts he sent that served as a request for holding hands for the first time , the texts he sent late at night , blahblahblah . :DD

'I want to hold your hand!' <- very cute right :P

'If you sad I will sad also . ' <- omo i think he meant it :DD

and oh , an angry text sent by his mom . to tell me to focus on my psle and stop being with him == . grrrr .

I loved him so so much . stupid 18november , end of school = no more relationship ):

我很爱你的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <33333333 never hug before him sia ): only got hold hand in the cold cold computer labbbbb )): wasted ! but he's so nice that this first loveeeee is so unforgettable lah :DD maybe i'll cry if i read the facebook messages again . ))): byebyes shall go read them (:

"@GirlPosts: Forget the risk and take the fall. If it's what you want, then it's worth it all."

Whee hee ~ [: hello((: today went to junction 8 and went to cotton on(: bought a pair of skinny jeans yo. :D Wanted to take photo but then never take cause a bit too lazy. :B so bored don't know what to blog about): so yeah byebye(:

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you're my valentine :D

hihihi (: long long time never blog lerhs sorryyyyyy ):

anyway a quick update since i didnt have enough time to update (:

30112011 ; wednesday :D

went to USS with aunts cause the youngest aunt promised a trip to hong kong disneyland if i did well in exams and i did but she couldnt book the tickets cause too many people lerhs D: then she said we will go USS :DD it was my second trip there (: played the Human and Cylon roller coaster wheeheee screamed like some sot diao derh person :P sister said the ride wasnt scary but the scary part was hearing me scream :P sorry lahhhhhhhh :PP my screams were scary , i had to admit :D cause the screams keep pausing in between cause everytime the roller coaster dropped i will always forget to scream until sister reminded me to scream (: i told my sister to keep remind to scream cause i scared i'll forget to (: sister bian tai already keep playing that ride sia ! i play finish the cylon one so giddy ): then i needed sister to gimme support in case i lose my footing (: the cylon one made me feel more secure though there was lots of cobra twists that made me almost puke cause the seatbelt makes me feel more secure :DD made sister to push my seatbelt all the way down to make sure i dont fall off :P overall i had a really fun day :DDDDDD super super happy ! ((:

01122011 ; thursday

Happy happy december ~ ! :D i think i did nothing that day . or maybe i did something but forgot :P

02122011 ; friday

also forgot what i did sorryyyyy ):

03122011 ; saturday

finished the last bit of my english homework today (: but idk where is my math textbook lol so couldnt do my math homework SORRY MISSANG D: anyway i realised my handwriting was so ugly that i couldnt recognise it . o: no lah not that serious but it's a bit different from my originally very pretty handwriting D': couldnt recognise it thought i was dreaming why my handwriting turn out so differently from my usual handwriting ? )):

think i need to stop eating these days !! turning fatter sia ! i can feel the fats D'''''''''':

sister and mom went to cotton on today ! sister bought a pair of high waist shorts for meeeeeee :DD brown colour derh , very nice ! (: then she bought these skirt that is supposed to be high waist too but she wear wrongly :3 anyway the high waist shorts quite loose sia plus it's the smallest size you can find in cotton on o: so that proves im not that fat ? (: lol but i still think i fat lah :P need to lose more weight ! XINYI FIGHTING~! fighting against the fats ? :D i think soooooooooo . :P must exercise more lahhhh and grow taller !! i got drink milk derh okay ~ is chocolate milk ! :DD my favouriteeeeeeee~~ ! :P hope can grow taller !

kkay . to-do list :

1. fight those bitchy and stubborn fats that plans to permanently stay in my body x:

2. grow taller !!!!!

3. become better at dance :D

4. learn dance steps more quickly ! (:

5. be more hardworking and stretch more so can become more flexible !

tada~~! my to-do list (: nice right :DD but i think #5 a bit off lerhs :P i dont think i'll be that hardworking :B but i'll TRY okay ! (: Fighting~! :DD

kind of like Goodbye , Ok by T-ara :B very very nice ~ (:

was watching MTV'S match up of B1A4 and Block B they all so cute lah (: and oh Jinyoung so bad orhs , see got hidden camera then pretended to faint after the eating watermelon competition . o: my heart died when i saw him fall on the hard hard floor )'''''': omg then end up is a hoax omg Jinyoung want his fans to die early isit ?!?! aigoooo )''''''''''''''': Jinyoung baby cannot liddat treat your fans lah ! ):

kkay hand very pain already keep typing x:

byebyes and shall go tumblr for a while to catch up with the wonderful quotes and photos see if got nice nice one blog over here kkay (:

you will always be my valentine . saranghae .

MAMA~~ fighting!! ^^ music makes one ~

today got MAMA !! from 4-10pm ~

saw SUJU~~ everybody looked so cute omgomgomg !! YESUNG RYEOWOOK SHO SHO CUTE ~ !!!!! <3333333 omg was screaming in the house when i saw suju omgomgomgomg sister screamed with me too !!!!!!!

anyway the MAMA theme song so like a eew . i dont really like the theme song sia !

you're my angel .

today got Open house ~ (: thought i was late but then never late :DD woke at 7 am today sho sho sho tired sia D: but got stretch here stretch there so not very tired lerhs (: i was so unstretchable sia ): then stretch until sibei painful ): should be more hardworking and stretched at home ): oh and 19 december got practice O: my da tiao going die lerhs so fail sia ! long time never practice lerh lah D: thought i sounded like an elephant when was doing 小跳中跳 oh em geeeeeee ! O: saw Jolinn Yeo at open house (: got junior come very good ~ ! ^^ the he tang yue se like a bit not coordinated ): a bit messy )): then the other one the mid autumn dance one so tiring and so giddy ): then got dance the indian dance for fun i paired up with Junyan (: SO SO SO SO FUN though dont know the proper steps (: what matters is we have fun rights :DD then the seniors dance qing hwa chi we copy halfway then lazy copy lerhs :P but very nice lah . was playing cling cling halfway then got parent come then must dance again so boring sia I SWEAR TODAY IS ONE OF THE WORST DAY IN MY LIFE CAN == . hope next year can be a goodgood senior (: yeah must be a goodgood senior ((: and oh got grow fatter leh so sad sia ! )': went home at around 10.30 and then the indian dance music still ringing in my ear == . but i like lah (: the hong chou dance also nice sia though a bit difficult but challenges are good lah (: saw seniors doing the firewheel thingy and we all took the chou thingy and started fidgeting around with the crimson coloured piece of cloth :P could not get the firewheel effect though :P but nehmind lah and the torture of folding the cloth o: the seniors all like suddenly turn so kind to us and so fun-loving and engaging to us sia . but i like lah (: they are a bit better than usual (: but usually they also very nice to us derh and today got gummy bear~ and before i could eat them need dance cause got parent come wlao eh interrupt my happy time with those bears ): to sum up , i had a really really fun time today though it's tiring :DD

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this kind of boy is the best ♥

the moment of glory~ FIGHTING!!

hellohello !!

today released the PSLE results , everybody in Anderson did well ~ congrats ~ -clapclapclap-

sister did really much better than me ! she got 246 (: 10 marks higher than me ! if she really worked hard and didnt slack she could have gotten higher than that lorh seriously during the whole exam period i dont see her studying ~ o: miracle she got 246 oo: but anyway she did really really well (: at least better than me (:

Mrs Yeo was folding Ziqi's slip all the way until her name , then asked her "Ziqi is this your name?" then she replied "NO!" and grab the piece of A4 paper from Mrs Yeo and started screaming like a mad cow ! 246 ~ then Mrs Yeo told her to calm down and told her somethings (: she pro lah (:

went home and didnt have mood for lunch lol cause too much excitement lerh . (:

and oh , i saw Chester . he looks really happy with his sister's score (: i wonder if he still remembers me ._. nevermind (:

then went to watch Happy Feet 2 really nice (:

kkay byebyes shall go tumblr (:

its horrid.

Kkay hellohello ~ back from camp yesterday woah the floor so hard my ass super pain sia and I was so scared that I slept at 3am and had to wake at 7am. 4 hours of sleep! And I survived the whole day with just 4 hours of sleep good right(; before the night trail we watched whispering corridors 3 was scaring me and the trail was related to the movie so me Deborah Joanne yuting kate stayed back in the classroom and played uno ^^ then chenjinhua and her high class butt had to sit on plastic bag and she had really bad luck with the cards :P but the camp was fun lah(: got practise the dance for cca carnival and watched the seniors dance woah they all dance until very very nice sia!! Got sec4s come back very good cause when they dance together the dance looks more complete(: not like here Got blank space there Got blank space liddat(: then last day of camp was also fun lah then went home at 3 but didnt feel like going home leh walked with kate cindy yuting to mrt station and it was raining and our sleeping bags got wet and Kate's paper bag rotted the string came off<: then inside the train cabin cindy was asking what would happen if she just threw her sleeping bag in the cupboard then Kate say will grow algae and give eugina lick cause she love algae>< then reached yiochukang and went home was super hungry while kate and cindy continued their journey home(: then was so scared about the toilet cause of the movie): now got a bit scared also)): Today gonna take results slip for psle going school with sister I think she smarter than me lah confirm get higher than me derh! Went to school and bought the sec2 books but got some stuff out of stock,shall buy during december when I have practice(: then later going popular buying sec2 math tutor(: kkay shall work hard for sec2 streaming jiayou! FIGHTING!

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retarded love <3

Hihihi ~ (: I know I look retarded in that photo but anyway, IM RETARDED!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEE ~ Now I have a crazy crush on Jinyoung! He from B1A4 derh, his blood type is A, like me! :D I love Jinyoung!<33333 but Key still #1 bias! He is #2 :D Tomorrow got camp, so won't be blogging for 2 days(: I miss him sho sho much): not Jinyoung or Key, but him. I dont talk to him as much as last time): hey you, I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you D: Meeting Joanne tomorrow, having mac since she craved for it(: see I sho good rights(: hope I don't get too fat though x: I don't wish for him at 11:11 anymore, so does that mean im over him? :D everybody a round of applause for me please! :D -clapclapclap- Kkay byes I don't want to think of him again(:

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i dont like your lies .

Your lies and excuses are sho sho lame lah. You think by saying that then I will be like oh, I shall accept your excuses? No. Forever no. I not so dumb kkay. Go tell those whores that for all you want, I don't give a fuck. Gogogo. You think those will work on me? No. I dont like those lies and excuses you make. You were never remorseful.

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BOO :D

I MISS DEBORAHCHOIJINGRONG SHO SHO SHO SHO SHO MUCH D':

DEBORAH FASTER FASTER COME BACK LEHHHHHHS D: i miss you sho much ! )):

nothing much happened today . think im going broke soon , keep treating people x: oh and Crystal going to bring GUM :D she say her aunt bought from Taiwan (: YAAAAAY GUM FOR TUITION :DDD long time dont have lerhhhhs :DD yaaaaaaaaay~ ya i get pleased so easily :D

oh and , i didnt talk to him for such a loooooooong looooooooong time ): i miss him sho sho much , but i miss Deborah more (: i miss Joanne too ):

dance camp coming soon ~ yaaaaaay ~~

byebyes <3

i miss you so much , though i know im not important to you anymore , but please ?

key~my awesome bias~~

Hello ~ like very long never blog lerh): kkay so shall blog today~!
Downloaded a lot of songs these days,.shall do kpop song marathon!(: how good(:

I never talk to you for so long lerh, won't you worry? Like worry if im angry at you or something? Why won't you react well to this? Please? Like im begging you? Please? Or should I take it that im not important to you anymore?

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hohoho~

See the red line, yeah that's the scar left by my sister after attempting to murder me with the mechanical pencil. Yes the horrible trauma I had after that o:

Dont know what to blog about leh, no topic to blog about leh!):

Kkay byes, shall go tumblr(:

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a narrow escape ;

lol omg i was too young to understand this -acts innocent- lol i not innocent lah i fully understand what the Robin girl means but she looks so young how can she say these o:

sister attempted to murder me yesterday with a mechanical pencil when i took her remote control and switched to 855 cause her okto was bugging me :B i got a really deep and horrible scar on my right arm and it had a hole that was bleeding and looked like i had an injection and while the doctor took out the needle he accidentally scratches me with needle == LOL GREAT IMAGINATION YO . :D

the scar still exists on my arm today :x and then today she tried to rape me with her fingers smeared with cheese eeeeew horrible x: why my life so sad ? ): ):

totally not in the mood to cam ): i take out my phone , i press camera , i try camming but i dont feel like camming so i end up pressing back . ): please gimme the mood to cam . cause if i reallhy bored at least can cam rights . ):

but anyway , cheer up :D lol .

happy happy penguin loves you !

Hihihi ~ tuition today was very very okay(: a bit better than usual(: at least mrlai wasnt bugging me much(: I hate it when he starts bugging me. He's like a noisy person sia!

Didnt walk with Kevin today. Super darkkkkkk o: a bit scaryy):

Sister went for graduation tea party(: then she won something like a pen plus highlighter on top and can change the highlighter colour or something liddat(: quite nice lah(: think she's gonna miss her friends(: yeah I missed my friends too. Like super especially my ex): super missed him that time): but after that I got another guy, so it wasnt much of a problem(: at least I got over the first one quickly(: we separated only because of different schools): what a badbadbad thing):

anyway, I volunteered for washing the dishes today o: SUPER MIRACLE HAPPENED! O: LIKE A REAL MIRACLE HAPPENING O: O: Mom said that cause I had a guilty conscience. She say cause I see her doing all the housework cause no maid lerh mahhs then I started to volunteer LOL MOM YOU GOT A GREAT IMAGINATION I NEVER HAD A GUILTY CONSCIENCE(: But one thing is, I myself don't know why I volunteered to wash the dishes. Miracle! O: lol(:

Discovered that chinese is actually a good thing when you got tired of English and you want a new language to express your views(:

Tired of typing already, so byebyes ♥

;my feelings for you never changed. ♥

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受不了你的谎言了。

这几天，我在想着我和你以前拥有过的回忆。

那些可贵的回忆，永远都不会再回来了。

hais .. very tired this days . enough of swollen and red eyes . im really tired of all your lies . and we dont talk this days already , do we ? i doubt you have the courage to strike up a conversation with me again , right ? all the fake smiles i managed to put on , and all those real salty water that i shed for you , because i knew right from the start that you were lying .

i really hate all your lies . why did you even lie to me ? do i look so gullible to you ? im really disappointed in you . why did you do that to me ? all i want is just a nice relationship with no lies involved . why did you add those lies in our relationship ? i hate liars . i dont mind if you lie to others , but the real problem is you lied to me . right in my face like im some gullible idiot who never knew the truth .

i dont like the way you judged me . when did you turn so judgmental ? i would much much much much prefer the old you , when you were not judgmental and loved me really well . why did you change ?

why did you change ?

lalalala (:

watched 23:59 today o: not really scary but there were some grotesque parts that kinda scared me . not much of the white floaty stuff , but ... idk how say lah . dont know how describe . the guy in the movie has something that looks like six packs ....... :p sui bian lah . was covering my eyes for a certain part in the movie and looking through the holes between my fingers == if i planned to look through the fingers then i should not have covered my eyes instead == ahhhhhh but nehmind i enjoyed the movie :D sisters were SHO SCARED :D ehheheheh sister assked dad to drive her to school cause she scared . well i admit i quite scared too switch off the lights lah , cause of ............. ): i saw the guy in the movie with his wrist twisted at a really awkward angle then he dropped dead ): omg scary sia o: i dont know how describe but yeah the wrist was twisted like 360degree o: then he just died on the spot o: dont want say lerhh makes me scared o:

anyway not much happened today so shall blog later going gramma's house later for dinner <3 yaaaaaay i love gramma and her cooking :D <3

goobyes :D

wheeeee hee ~

<3

ohmygod that girl is so strong to send the new girlfried all these ? if it was me i would never do such things . i think i wont . but one thing for sure is , i'll never break the new couple up . omg bless this girl pleaseeeeeee .

yeah those moments when we silently hold hands without anybody watching , those tense moments , those fearless moments . they never come back again .

i sometimes really wonder if you miss me like i miss you . will you even dare to take the initiative to talk to me ?

no response , thats all im gonna get if i tell you i miss you rights ?

we dont talk much these days , do we ? ):

I MISS WHAT WE HAD . AND I MEAN IT .

i might have forgiven you , but deep down , you made a horrible scar on my heart and i have never forgotten about that . neither have i forgotten about those wonderful memories , holding hands really secretly in school without getting seen by other people , those moments were so fucking precious and i cant believe that those moments are never coming back again .

yes i was experiencing that . MIXED EMOTIONS . COMPLICATED FEELINGS .

yeah im having a hard time getting over my crush D: when there's a pending request for stead D: what should i do ? accept the request and try my bestest to get over him ? how ? or i cant bring myself to accept the request because of him ? HIM . yeah he must be the reason i cant bring myself to make that decision . please please let me get over him please . ): please .

you're so fuckin' perfect , im really scared they would steal you and you will just abandon me . what if one of them likes you and you like her too ? it will be so so so so bad , wont it ?

i fucking miss you):

Took this just now yo(: like look at the background, it's darkkkkkk(: I think I look really retarded :p Whee hee I know im freaking retarded ~ ahhahahahahaha(: long time never use phone blog lerhh, kind of miss it(: so today decided to blog using phone since dad isnt really approving me using my lappy):

Today parents and both sisters went out and I went to gramma's housee(: yeah I like to go to gramma's, cause that's where I can get peace and sisters wont bug me and start bullying me again :D

Watched twilight yesterday, omg Edward Cullen so freakingly hot yo <3333

Watched kdrama today, damn nice(: then while watching I was munching on potato chips omgomgomg fat fat fat!! O: Haish maybe tomorrow going jogging(: burn those fats burn those fats burn those fats!! Feel so fat these days):

Finally started clearing my sec1 books(: but one thing for sure is, I fucking miss sec1): I wish holidays didnt start so early): I wish there was more post exam activities): everything also wish wish nia, it wont come true rights): if only what I wished would all come true, then I wont need to fret anymore, and you would be mine for like forever and ever and ever. Too bad this doesnt happen): I wish. I wish. I wish. I have so many wishes that have yet to come true): I hate this stupid feeling. Its complicated. I want you but at the same time I dont want you. You look much much more happier with her, right? Anybody can see that. Even a moron also can see that. Then why bother giving me false hopes? You know you will never be mine again, then why bother giving me false hopes, hinting that you MIGHT be mine again? Its irritating, I hope you will stop dropping idiotic hints. Go and look for her, and let us just remain as friends. Remaining as friends are better than being in a relationship and making things all awkward, right?

I really don't get you. Why bother doing all this? Just stop, you're testing my limits right? Well then let me warn you, stop testing me if not one day I might just blow my top and we shall not even be friends. That's it. We will become strangers. Surely you don't want that to happen, do you? Well then stop what you are doing now, STOP GIVING ME FALSE HOPES AND MAKE ME FALL HARDER EACH TIME WHEN I DISCOVER THOSE HINTS WERE FAKE. DONT MAKE ME FALL WHEN YOU KNOW YOU'RE NOT GONNA CATCH ME. IT HURTS EACH TIME I FALL. DO YOU WANT ME TO MAKE YOU FALL TOO?

Kkay shall blog later if I still want say anything(: goobyes(:

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step it up !

what is the first thing that goes through your mind ? and what went througbh your mind when we broke ? i really want to know , care to share ?
sometimes , sometimes only , when i really have nothing to do , i'll scribble your name on a piece of paper and the memories just flows in my mind , reminding me of all the really good moments we had together . <3 all these will never happen again , will they ? so lesson learnt : treasure those moments , you dont know when will it come back again , or it might never happen again (:
miss you yo ): wish there was school so i could see you ): why holiday come so early ? D: i really want to see you . i really want . D:

YES IM SO MATURE :D

i got over issac (: chester too (: still got others dw say :B these people are the people who gave me nice memories :D

didnt really touch my holiday homework cause i didnt feel like doing plus i really have a life (:

chinese going to finish already :D

i didnt touch english .

math is halfway done but the rest i didnt feel like doing so i didnt complete the whole thing .

gonna find one day to dedicate to completing the homework :DD

wheehee guess what ? i like you dude :D

same for twitter :D

i like you (:

will you care if im dead ? i hope you will <3

today had tuition , went northpoint bought 2 orange green tea :D large for me and medium for crystal :DD drank too much water during tuition i guess , cause halfway through my bladder gave me the warning LOL . then text crystal that i need the toilet but mrlai never say got break ): stupiak mlai lah ! D: then i had to rely on my really awesome rectum to bear for the last 30 minutes before i rushed like a mad woman to the toilet LOLOLOL :D then kevin went home by himself . ): pangseh me then had to go home by myself ): super dark sia ! >< i kept telling crystal that my bladder was gonna burst lol (: then she say why your face no expression of my bladder gonna burst then i say imma good actress . she say if she press my bladder there then see whether i good actress ornot i say if you press my bladder orh later burst how ? lol then mrlai finally dismissed the class wah i sibei happy sia then made a mad rush to the toilet look so retarded and paiseh sia ! >< but anyway didnt manage to camwhore with crystal as planned , sorry uh crystal ): next week then camwhore with her ? (: she keep saying she want piggyback me but today never then she ask how she piggybacked me YESTERDAY . then i was like you piggybacked me for weeks ago where got yesterday ? jetlag sia ~ (:

today very tired cause yesterday slept at 11plus then today 8am wake up o: super duper shagggggg )): eye bag came out ): looks nice on me though :D sister was telling me how she liked Kara's Step cause it was really awesomely colourful . i knew it . == but i also like the mv cause very colourful :D

kkay shall go tumblr first then later if got really nice pics shall post :D

WHY I LOOK SO WEIRD . ): oh nehmind , suibian lah :D just stay happy yo (:

(: insanity :D

please , for me ? pleaseeeeeee . ): text me back can ?

kkay back to topic :D

today went to grandma's house as usual :D quite boring lah , but i found shows to watch to entertain me :D watched shows for like 3 hours plus then sister came back from school . hais then have to stop watching my show D: just to make her entertained == sian much hais why i always get bullied by people younger than me ? ):both of my younger sisters always bully me . at night sleeping also must kick me D: then whenever got young kids come my house they all will suddenly gang up against me and start hugging me then if i want go out those pesky kids wont allow me to go == whats with these kids . do i look so easy to get bullied ? == hais ):

and oh dad bought kiwi :D <3 then had 2 kiwi after dinner (:

kkay goobye :D

lalalalala :D

met Deborah on tuesday to give the dance camp form then i treat her SHARETEA :D then go school wanted to pass the form to chenjinhua and only to find out that she go invigilate lah then i ask deb help me pass the form and money then she say she kope my money == . i know she wont so bad derh lah then i just went home :D

yesterday i saw SHINee on tv (: KEY WAS SO SHUAI AND CUTE CAN :DD but horh , the show ask them to do almost everything in chinese == so bad sia ! imagine the amount of time they took to learn chinese . ): chinese is so dificult ! but their chinese was so good sia ~ SHINee is so awesome <3

today morning went to the MAMA website to vote . SHINee not inside . ): then voted for Infinite's Be Mine and Beast's Fiction yo . then still got IU for Good Day , TaeYeon for her OST :D then still got B1A4'S Beautiful Target and Girls' Generation's The Boys :D then the rest i forget liao . Hope SHINee can faster train for a really aawesome new song (: then MAMA come again i sure will vote for SHINee !! <3333

feel like watching Hello Baby SHINee all over again yo :D

why D:

why is the boy so mean D: see he broke her heart and he ended up getting hurt too ):

see , please get a hint from this ):

happyhappypenguinlovesyouYO . (:

im going to break something of yours yo . :D

happy (: dont know why uh :DD

oh ya yesterday went mood swinging all of a sudden got all emotional that i cried in my bedroom WHYWHYWHY D: supposed to control my tears but i couldnt . maybe i was too stressed . but then again , stressed ? weird much . hais .. dont care lah :D just gonna be me (:

tomorrow going to school to pass the dance camp form with DEBORAH <3333 then i promised to treat her sharetea :D i buying pearlmilktea for her tomorrow yo :DD be jealous yeah ! i only treat deborah and joanne this well ~~ that time i also treat joanne sharetea cause her bday present mahh :DD see i so nice right :D

very tired lah , shall conserve energy so that later can talk to him <3333 byebyes :D

remember that penguin loves you horh ! <3

dying on the inside

Finish crying already, feel so much better(;

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i love you lah ! :D

today went to pizza hut for brunch :D

brunch is two meals in one rather than having breakfast and lunch~ wont get fat that way (:

then yesterday i became a penguin and adrian was a pig (: then yesterday at whatsapp keep saying what iloveyou or whatever crap then end with jkjk . childish == then he typed really slow yesterday . drove me mad cause of his texting speed . like a snail only == . oh he should become a snail . sounds nicer and fit him right . cause he type so slowly (:

veh tired , yesterday slept at around 1 plus i guess then woke up at 9.20 am so shagggggg D:

shall blog later , provided got stuff to blog about <333333

iloveyousomuch <3

an adrenaline shot given to the heart ;

oh sheesh the date to get a new phone was postponed D: haiya .. but by the end of november will get de ! :DD parents say confirm will buy for me :D YAAAAAAY :D

today got a lot of stuff that happened lah (: but lazy type out (:

byebye :D

assholes .

quite an early post yeah , but since things happened like early in the day so i just post in case i forget x:

yesterday parents asked me if i want an iphone4s cause i got 6As and B3 for hcl which was impossible (: then i went totally ecstatic and was saying YESYESYESYESYES in a rusty voice (sore throat mah) :D final decision : tomorrow go singtel buy new phoneeeee :DDDD YAAAAAAAAY ~ so happy ! at least parents kept their promise in terms of phone upgrade :DDDDDDDD

he asked me who i liked today . :XXXX but yeah i like a lot of people so i just said 'a lot of people' . he said he can help me ask my crush if he like anybody else ? that's really dumb so i just said no need then he say sua then i ended the convo .

if i just told him that i liked him , he will be so shocked . rather not tell :XX maybe i wont like him anymore yeah :DD

sick lerh , runny nose plus sore throat :XX gws to me (:

i should just bang wall and die !

hais .. results came back today .

3 a1 3 a2 3 b3 1 c5 D:

not even top10 in class . so damn bad . not even top 35 in level , HOW ? i got so bad results ! 71.2% . such bad results . i cant cry now cause at home , if not later i dont know how to tell my parents the reason i cried o.O EVEN WORSE IF THEY KNEW WHAT HAPPENED .

And i didnt manage to become PSL. aiya nehmind lah at least i have more time to study .then next year still got streaming , need more time to study . kkay . shall focus on studies . must jiayou then go into a really good class !

kkay idw talk about it anymore later more sad . kkay byes .

my imperfect glory .

sister sick today lah . totally no mood to go out as she continues her pesky whining . asshole lah ! sibei noisy sia feel like telling her SHUTTHEFUCKUP . STFULAHWHINYKID . anything you dont like then just start whining ? you mean everything must go your way ? you sick le leh , still want go out play . it's raining lah asshole ! so what if she's the youngest ? she's just one noisy kid who wants everything to go her way . == noisy kid lah !

now everybody in the house no mood le lah . actually want go out one , then the stupid fucking rain come and dont want to go away then cannot go out . THEWEATHERISAFUCKINGBITCHLIKEYOU . i'd rather go grandma's house lah , at least no need listen to sister being so noisy . GRRRR . KNNBCCB .

everybody angry now you happy is it ? cb lah . if nobody at home i confirm throw all the swear words like knives at you lah !

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