i fucking miss you):

Took this just now yo(: like look at the background, it's darkkkkkk(: I think I look really retarded :p Whee hee I know im freaking retarded ~ ahhahahahahaha(: long time never use phone blog lerhh, kind of miss it(: so today decided to blog using phone since dad isnt really approving me using my lappy):

Today parents and both sisters went out and I went to gramma's housee(: yeah I like to go to gramma's, cause that's where I can get peace and sisters wont bug me and start bullying me again :D

Watched twilight yesterday, omg Edward Cullen so freakingly hot yo <3333

Watched kdrama today, damn nice(: then while watching I was munching on potato chips omgomgomg fat fat fat!! O: Haish maybe tomorrow going jogging(: burn those fats burn those fats burn those fats!! Feel so fat these days):

Finally started clearing my sec1 books(: but one thing for sure is, I fucking miss sec1): I wish holidays didnt start so early): I wish there was more post exam activities): everything also wish wish nia, it wont come true rights): if only what I wished would all come true, then I wont need to fret anymore, and you would be mine for like forever and ever and ever. Too bad this doesnt happen): I wish. I wish. I wish. I have so many wishes that have yet to come true): I hate this stupid feeling. Its complicated. I want you but at the same time I dont want you. You look much much more happier with her, right? Anybody can see that. Even a moron also can see that. Then why bother giving me false hopes? You know you will never be mine again, then why bother giving me false hopes, hinting that you MIGHT be mine again? Its irritating, I hope you will stop dropping idiotic hints. Go and look for her, and let us just remain as friends. Remaining as friends are better than being in a relationship and making things all awkward, right?

I really don't get you. Why bother doing all this? Just stop, you're testing my limits right? Well then let me warn you, stop testing me if not one day I might just blow my top and we shall not even be friends. That's it. We will become strangers. Surely you don't want that to happen, do you? Well then stop what you are doing now, STOP GIVING ME FALSE HOPES AND MAKE ME FALL HARDER EACH TIME WHEN I DISCOVER THOSE HINTS WERE FAKE. DONT MAKE ME FALL WHEN YOU KNOW YOU'RE NOT GONNA CATCH ME. IT HURTS EACH TIME I FALL. DO YOU WANT ME TO MAKE YOU FALL TOO?

Kkay shall blog later if I still want say anything(: goobyes(:

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