wae ireoni .

18december . Hey . Nothing's good after getting the second opinion . Today supposed to go swimming , but then as we were getting prepared , second aunt told me not to swim cause of the germs in the pool that might invade my skin again then the eczema might make a comeback again . -.- Whatthefuck , I go swim cause I want burn fats okay ! I heck care if my eczema make a comeback luhs , go swimming so many times already , also never make comeback . -.- Tsk . Then not long after they went out to the swimming complex , it rained . Haahahahah good . So that means even if I cant go people also cannot go . :P not that im cursing the weather , but .. Oh whatever . I cant predict the weather , can I ? But it's kind of good that I rained so that everybody can grow fat together ! Speaking the truth I will become jealous if someone becomes skinnier than me while I become a fat pig . 39kg already leh , means I increased 1kg you know ?! Omo im so fat lah . ): wae ????????? I worked hard to burn all those fats already leh ! Plus I didnt eat a lot of junk food you know ?! Yesterday sister was eating chips then I only ate one piece leh ! Why must make me so fat ? )): im super sure I got burn calories when I played the kinect adventures kkay ! Wae cannot burn more calories ?! Wae ??? I want to slim down you know ? I so fat already . ): wish can undergo plastic surgery and get the surgeon to cut off all my fats . I dont mind the scars , as long as I can get rid of those fats then I very happy liao ! liposuctionalso can , whatever it is , I just want to slim down ! I dont like being fat sia ! I mean , who likes being fat ? I dont mind what it takes to get slimmer , as long as I can become slimmer , everything needed to attain that result I also can give ! Wae I cannot jian fei ? ): Wae ireoni ? Wae ireoni ? Wae ireoni ?wae wae wae ireoni ???????????? Tomorrow got dance . Hope can help to jian fei ! I really really want to jian fei ! Please .......... And oh , I really want to get good grades ! I wont mind whatever it takes to get good grades so that i can get into 3H ! Im sure I wont mind . More studying instead of play time also can ! I can always play during the december holidays right . So ya . To-do : -Jian fei ! -Study harder ! I really want to get good results . I really want . If I only can choose one , I would choose good grades . Slimming down can be done during the holidays , but grades cant . Grades are more important . I cannot disappoint mom anymore with that percentage of 71.2 again ! Have to work harder . Eugina got 73.something and that is higher than me sia ! Plus im not even top 10 in class ! Must really do something ! Omo . Please let me get good grades ! If I get into 3H i'll study even harder for 'O' levels ! Please let me get into 3H please please please please ! I have to make my mom proud of me by getting good results and not just letting her be proud of Ziqi cause she got 246 for PSLE ! Cannot ! Have to do something about it ! Must really work harder lerhs ! hwaiting ! If I do well in my studies next year , and SNSD comes to singapore again , I might stand a chance to buy the tickets for their concert ! So yeah , hwaiting ~ no matter how tired am I im still going to fight into 3H ! FIGHTING !

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