MAMA~~ fighting!! ^^ music makes one ~

today got MAMA !! from 4-10pm ~

saw SUJU~~ everybody looked so cute omgomgomg !! YESUNG RYEOWOOK SHO SHO CUTE ~ !!!!! <3333333 omg was screaming in the house when i saw suju omgomgomgomg sister screamed with me too !!!!!!!

anyway the MAMA theme song so like a eew . i dont really like the theme song sia !

you're my angel .

today got Open house ~ (: thought i was late but then never late :DD woke at 7 am today sho sho sho tired sia D: but got stretch here stretch there so not very tired lerhs (: i was so unstretchable sia ): then stretch until sibei painful ): should be more hardworking and stretched at home ): oh and 19 december got practice O: my da tiao going die lerhs so fail sia ! long time never practice lerh lah D: thought i sounded like an elephant when was doing 小跳中跳 oh em geeeeeee ! O: saw Jolinn Yeo at open house (: got junior come very good ~ ! ^^ the he tang yue se like a bit not coordinated ): a bit messy )): then the other one the mid autumn dance one so tiring and so giddy ): then got dance the indian dance for fun i paired up with Junyan (: SO SO SO SO FUN though dont know the proper steps (: what matters is we have fun rights :DD then the seniors dance qing hwa chi we copy halfway then lazy copy lerhs :P but very nice lah . was playing cling cling halfway then got parent come then must dance again so boring sia I SWEAR TODAY IS ONE OF THE WORST DAY IN MY LIFE CAN == . hope next year can be a goodgood senior (: yeah must be a goodgood senior ((: and oh got grow fatter leh so sad sia ! )': went home at around 10.30 and then the indian dance music still ringing in my ear == . but i like lah (: the hong chou dance also nice sia though a bit difficult but challenges are good lah (: saw seniors doing the firewheel thingy and we all took the chou thingy and started fidgeting around with the crimson coloured piece of cloth :P could not get the firewheel effect though :P but nehmind lah and the torture of folding the cloth o: the seniors all like suddenly turn so kind to us and so fun-loving and engaging to us sia . but i like lah (: they are a bit better than usual (: but usually they also very nice to us derh and today got gummy bear~ and before i could eat them need dance cause got parent come wlao eh interrupt my happy time with those bears ): to sum up , i had a really really fun time today though it's tiring :DD

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this kind of boy is the best ♥

the moment of glory~ FIGHTING!!

hellohello !!

today released the PSLE results , everybody in Anderson did well ~ congrats ~ -clapclapclap-

sister did really much better than me ! she got 246 (: 10 marks higher than me ! if she really worked hard and didnt slack she could have gotten higher than that lorh seriously during the whole exam period i dont see her studying ~ o: miracle she got 246 oo: but anyway she did really really well (: at least better than me (:

Mrs Yeo was folding Ziqi's slip all the way until her name , then asked her "Ziqi is this your name?" then she replied "NO!" and grab the piece of A4 paper from Mrs Yeo and started screaming like a mad cow ! 246 ~ then Mrs Yeo told her to calm down and told her somethings (: she pro lah (:

went home and didnt have mood for lunch lol cause too much excitement lerh . (:

and oh , i saw Chester . he looks really happy with his sister's score (: i wonder if he still remembers me ._. nevermind (:

then went to watch Happy Feet 2 really nice (:

kkay byebyes shall go tumblr (:

its horrid.

Kkay hellohello ~ back from camp yesterday woah the floor so hard my ass super pain sia and I was so scared that I slept at 3am and had to wake at 7am. 4 hours of sleep! And I survived the whole day with just 4 hours of sleep good right(; before the night trail we watched whispering corridors 3 was scaring me and the trail was related to the movie so me Deborah Joanne yuting kate stayed back in the classroom and played uno ^^ then chenjinhua and her high class butt had to sit on plastic bag and she had really bad luck with the cards :P but the camp was fun lah(: got practise the dance for cca carnival and watched the seniors dance woah they all dance until very very nice sia!! Got sec4s come back very good cause when they dance together the dance looks more complete(: not like here Got blank space there Got blank space liddat(: then last day of camp was also fun lah then went home at 3 but didnt feel like going home leh walked with kate cindy yuting to mrt station and it was raining and our sleeping bags got wet and Kate's paper bag rotted the string came off<: then inside the train cabin cindy was asking what would happen if she just threw her sleeping bag in the cupboard then Kate say will grow algae and give eugina lick cause she love algae>< then reached yiochukang and went home was super hungry while kate and cindy continued their journey home(: then was so scared about the toilet cause of the movie): now got a bit scared also)): Today gonna take results slip for psle going school with sister I think she smarter than me lah confirm get higher than me derh! Went to school and bought the sec2 books but got some stuff out of stock,shall buy during december when I have practice(: then later going popular buying sec2 math tutor(: kkay shall work hard for sec2 streaming jiayou! FIGHTING!

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retarded love <3

Hihihi ~ (: I know I look retarded in that photo but anyway, IM RETARDED!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEE ~ Now I have a crazy crush on Jinyoung! He from B1A4 derh, his blood type is A, like me! :D I love Jinyoung!<33333 but Key still #1 bias! He is #2 :D Tomorrow got camp, so won't be blogging for 2 days(: I miss him sho sho much): not Jinyoung or Key, but him. I dont talk to him as much as last time): hey you, I miss you I miss you I miss you I miss you D: Meeting Joanne tomorrow, having mac since she craved for it(: see I sho good rights(: hope I don't get too fat though x: I don't wish for him at 11:11 anymore, so does that mean im over him? :D everybody a round of applause for me please! :D -clapclapclap- Kkay byes I don't want to think of him again(:

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i dont like your lies .

Your lies and excuses are sho sho lame lah. You think by saying that then I will be like oh, I shall accept your excuses? No. Forever no. I not so dumb kkay. Go tell those whores that for all you want, I don't give a fuck. Gogogo. You think those will work on me? No. I dont like those lies and excuses you make. You were never remorseful.

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BOO :D

I MISS DEBORAHCHOIJINGRONG SHO SHO SHO SHO SHO MUCH D':

DEBORAH FASTER FASTER COME BACK LEHHHHHHS D: i miss you sho much ! )):

nothing much happened today . think im going broke soon , keep treating people x: oh and Crystal going to bring GUM :D she say her aunt bought from Taiwan (: YAAAAAY GUM FOR TUITION :DDD long time dont have lerhhhhs :DD yaaaaaaaaay~ ya i get pleased so easily :D

oh and , i didnt talk to him for such a loooooooong looooooooong time ): i miss him sho sho much , but i miss Deborah more (: i miss Joanne too ):

dance camp coming soon ~ yaaaaaay ~~

byebyes <3

i miss you so much , though i know im not important to you anymore , but please ?

key~my awesome bias~~

Hello ~ like very long never blog lerh): kkay so shall blog today~!
Downloaded a lot of songs these days,.shall do kpop song marathon!(: how good(:

I never talk to you for so long lerh, won't you worry? Like worry if im angry at you or something? Why won't you react well to this? Please? Like im begging you? Please? Or should I take it that im not important to you anymore?

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hohoho~

See the red line, yeah that's the scar left by my sister after attempting to murder me with the mechanical pencil. Yes the horrible trauma I had after that o:

Dont know what to blog about leh, no topic to blog about leh!):

Kkay byes, shall go tumblr(:

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a narrow escape ;

lol omg i was too young to understand this -acts innocent- lol i not innocent lah i fully understand what the Robin girl means but she looks so young how can she say these o:

sister attempted to murder me yesterday with a mechanical pencil when i took her remote control and switched to 855 cause her okto was bugging me :B i got a really deep and horrible scar on my right arm and it had a hole that was bleeding and looked like i had an injection and while the doctor took out the needle he accidentally scratches me with needle == LOL GREAT IMAGINATION YO . :D

the scar still exists on my arm today :x and then today she tried to rape me with her fingers smeared with cheese eeeeew horrible x: why my life so sad ? ): ):

totally not in the mood to cam ): i take out my phone , i press camera , i try camming but i dont feel like camming so i end up pressing back . ): please gimme the mood to cam . cause if i reallhy bored at least can cam rights . ):

but anyway , cheer up :D lol .

happy happy penguin loves you !

Hihihi ~ tuition today was very very okay(: a bit better than usual(: at least mrlai wasnt bugging me much(: I hate it when he starts bugging me. He's like a noisy person sia!

Didnt walk with Kevin today. Super darkkkkkk o: a bit scaryy):

Sister went for graduation tea party(: then she won something like a pen plus highlighter on top and can change the highlighter colour or something liddat(: quite nice lah(: think she's gonna miss her friends(: yeah I missed my friends too. Like super especially my ex): super missed him that time): but after that I got another guy, so it wasnt much of a problem(: at least I got over the first one quickly(: we separated only because of different schools): what a badbadbad thing):

anyway, I volunteered for washing the dishes today o: SUPER MIRACLE HAPPENED! O: LIKE A REAL MIRACLE HAPPENING O: O: Mom said that cause I had a guilty conscience. She say cause I see her doing all the housework cause no maid lerh mahhs then I started to volunteer LOL MOM YOU GOT A GREAT IMAGINATION I NEVER HAD A GUILTY CONSCIENCE(: But one thing is, I myself don't know why I volunteered to wash the dishes. Miracle! O: lol(:

Discovered that chinese is actually a good thing when you got tired of English and you want a new language to express your views(:

Tired of typing already, so byebyes ♥

;my feelings for you never changed. ♥

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受不了你的谎言了。

这几天，我在想着我和你以前拥有过的回忆。

那些可贵的回忆，永远都不会再回来了。

hais .. very tired this days . enough of swollen and red eyes . im really tired of all your lies . and we dont talk this days already , do we ? i doubt you have the courage to strike up a conversation with me again , right ? all the fake smiles i managed to put on , and all those real salty water that i shed for you , because i knew right from the start that you were lying .

i really hate all your lies . why did you even lie to me ? do i look so gullible to you ? im really disappointed in you . why did you do that to me ? all i want is just a nice relationship with no lies involved . why did you add those lies in our relationship ? i hate liars . i dont mind if you lie to others , but the real problem is you lied to me . right in my face like im some gullible idiot who never knew the truth .

i dont like the way you judged me . when did you turn so judgmental ? i would much much much much prefer the old you , when you were not judgmental and loved me really well . why did you change ?

why did you change ?

lalalala (:

watched 23:59 today o: not really scary but there were some grotesque parts that kinda scared me . not much of the white floaty stuff , but ... idk how say lah . dont know how describe . the guy in the movie has something that looks like six packs ....... :p sui bian lah . was covering my eyes for a certain part in the movie and looking through the holes between my fingers == if i planned to look through the fingers then i should not have covered my eyes instead == ahhhhhh but nehmind i enjoyed the movie :D sisters were SHO SCARED :D ehheheheh sister assked dad to drive her to school cause she scared . well i admit i quite scared too switch off the lights lah , cause of ............. ): i saw the guy in the movie with his wrist twisted at a really awkward angle then he dropped dead ): omg scary sia o: i dont know how describe but yeah the wrist was twisted like 360degree o: then he just died on the spot o: dont want say lerhh makes me scared o:

anyway not much happened today so shall blog later going gramma's house later for dinner <3 yaaaaaay i love gramma and her cooking :D <3

goobyes :D

wheeeee hee ~

<3

ohmygod that girl is so strong to send the new girlfried all these ? if it was me i would never do such things . i think i wont . but one thing for sure is , i'll never break the new couple up . omg bless this girl pleaseeeeeee .

yeah those moments when we silently hold hands without anybody watching , those tense moments , those fearless moments . they never come back again .

i sometimes really wonder if you miss me like i miss you . will you even dare to take the initiative to talk to me ?

no response , thats all im gonna get if i tell you i miss you rights ?

we dont talk much these days , do we ? ):

I MISS WHAT WE HAD . AND I MEAN IT .

i might have forgiven you , but deep down , you made a horrible scar on my heart and i have never forgotten about that . neither have i forgotten about those wonderful memories , holding hands really secretly in school without getting seen by other people , those moments were so fucking precious and i cant believe that those moments are never coming back again .

yes i was experiencing that . MIXED EMOTIONS . COMPLICATED FEELINGS .

yeah im having a hard time getting over my crush D: when there's a pending request for stead D: what should i do ? accept the request and try my bestest to get over him ? how ? or i cant bring myself to accept the request because of him ? HIM . yeah he must be the reason i cant bring myself to make that decision . please please let me get over him please . ): please .

you're so fuckin' perfect , im really scared they would steal you and you will just abandon me . what if one of them likes you and you like her too ? it will be so so so so bad , wont it ?

i fucking miss you):

Took this just now yo(: like look at the background, it's darkkkkkk(: I think I look really retarded :p Whee hee I know im freaking retarded ~ ahhahahahahaha(: long time never use phone blog lerhh, kind of miss it(: so today decided to blog using phone since dad isnt really approving me using my lappy):

Today parents and both sisters went out and I went to gramma's housee(: yeah I like to go to gramma's, cause that's where I can get peace and sisters wont bug me and start bullying me again :D

Watched twilight yesterday, omg Edward Cullen so freakingly hot yo <3333

Watched kdrama today, damn nice(: then while watching I was munching on potato chips omgomgomg fat fat fat!! O: Haish maybe tomorrow going jogging(: burn those fats burn those fats burn those fats!! Feel so fat these days):

Finally started clearing my sec1 books(: but one thing for sure is, I fucking miss sec1): I wish holidays didnt start so early): I wish there was more post exam activities): everything also wish wish nia, it wont come true rights): if only what I wished would all come true, then I wont need to fret anymore, and you would be mine for like forever and ever and ever. Too bad this doesnt happen): I wish. I wish. I wish. I have so many wishes that have yet to come true): I hate this stupid feeling. Its complicated. I want you but at the same time I dont want you. You look much much more happier with her, right? Anybody can see that. Even a moron also can see that. Then why bother giving me false hopes? You know you will never be mine again, then why bother giving me false hopes, hinting that you MIGHT be mine again? Its irritating, I hope you will stop dropping idiotic hints. Go and look for her, and let us just remain as friends. Remaining as friends are better than being in a relationship and making things all awkward, right?

I really don't get you. Why bother doing all this? Just stop, you're testing my limits right? Well then let me warn you, stop testing me if not one day I might just blow my top and we shall not even be friends. That's it. We will become strangers. Surely you don't want that to happen, do you? Well then stop what you are doing now, STOP GIVING ME FALSE HOPES AND MAKE ME FALL HARDER EACH TIME WHEN I DISCOVER THOSE HINTS WERE FAKE. DONT MAKE ME FALL WHEN YOU KNOW YOU'RE NOT GONNA CATCH ME. IT HURTS EACH TIME I FALL. DO YOU WANT ME TO MAKE YOU FALL TOO?

Kkay shall blog later if I still want say anything(: goobyes(:

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step it up !

what is the first thing that goes through your mind ? and what went througbh your mind when we broke ? i really want to know , care to share ?
sometimes , sometimes only , when i really have nothing to do , i'll scribble your name on a piece of paper and the memories just flows in my mind , reminding me of all the really good moments we had together . <3 all these will never happen again , will they ? so lesson learnt : treasure those moments , you dont know when will it come back again , or it might never happen again (:
miss you yo ): wish there was school so i could see you ): why holiday come so early ? D: i really want to see you . i really want . D:

YES IM SO MATURE :D

i got over issac (: chester too (: still got others dw say :B these people are the people who gave me nice memories :D

didnt really touch my holiday homework cause i didnt feel like doing plus i really have a life (:

chinese going to finish already :D

i didnt touch english .

math is halfway done but the rest i didnt feel like doing so i didnt complete the whole thing .

gonna find one day to dedicate to completing the homework :DD

wheehee guess what ? i like you dude :D

same for twitter :D

i like you (:

will you care if im dead ? i hope you will <3

today had tuition , went northpoint bought 2 orange green tea :D large for me and medium for crystal :DD drank too much water during tuition i guess , cause halfway through my bladder gave me the warning LOL . then text crystal that i need the toilet but mrlai never say got break ): stupiak mlai lah ! D: then i had to rely on my really awesome rectum to bear for the last 30 minutes before i rushed like a mad woman to the toilet LOLOLOL :D then kevin went home by himself . ): pangseh me then had to go home by myself ): super dark sia ! >< i kept telling crystal that my bladder was gonna burst lol (: then she say why your face no expression of my bladder gonna burst then i say imma good actress . she say if she press my bladder there then see whether i good actress ornot i say if you press my bladder orh later burst how ? lol then mrlai finally dismissed the class wah i sibei happy sia then made a mad rush to the toilet look so retarded and paiseh sia ! >< but anyway didnt manage to camwhore with crystal as planned , sorry uh crystal ): next week then camwhore with her ? (: she keep saying she want piggyback me but today never then she ask how she piggybacked me YESTERDAY . then i was like you piggybacked me for weeks ago where got yesterday ? jetlag sia ~ (:

today very tired cause yesterday slept at 11plus then today 8am wake up o: super duper shagggggg )): eye bag came out ): looks nice on me though :D sister was telling me how she liked Kara's Step cause it was really awesomely colourful . i knew it . == but i also like the mv cause very colourful :D

kkay shall go tumblr first then later if got really nice pics shall post :D

WHY I LOOK SO WEIRD . ): oh nehmind , suibian lah :D just stay happy yo (:

(: insanity :D

please , for me ? pleaseeeeeee . ): text me back can ?

kkay back to topic :D

today went to grandma's house as usual :D quite boring lah , but i found shows to watch to entertain me :D watched shows for like 3 hours plus then sister came back from school . hais then have to stop watching my show D: just to make her entertained == sian much hais why i always get bullied by people younger than me ? ):both of my younger sisters always bully me . at night sleeping also must kick me D: then whenever got young kids come my house they all will suddenly gang up against me and start hugging me then if i want go out those pesky kids wont allow me to go == whats with these kids . do i look so easy to get bullied ? == hais ):

and oh dad bought kiwi :D <3 then had 2 kiwi after dinner (:

kkay goobye :D

lalalalala :D

met Deborah on tuesday to give the dance camp form then i treat her SHARETEA :D then go school wanted to pass the form to chenjinhua and only to find out that she go invigilate lah then i ask deb help me pass the form and money then she say she kope my money == . i know she wont so bad derh lah then i just went home :D

yesterday i saw SHINee on tv (: KEY WAS SO SHUAI AND CUTE CAN :DD but horh , the show ask them to do almost everything in chinese == so bad sia ! imagine the amount of time they took to learn chinese . ): chinese is so dificult ! but their chinese was so good sia ~ SHINee is so awesome <3

today morning went to the MAMA website to vote . SHINee not inside . ): then voted for Infinite's Be Mine and Beast's Fiction yo . then still got IU for Good Day , TaeYeon for her OST :D then still got B1A4'S Beautiful Target and Girls' Generation's The Boys :D then the rest i forget liao . Hope SHINee can faster train for a really aawesome new song (: then MAMA come again i sure will vote for SHINee !! <3333

feel like watching Hello Baby SHINee all over again yo :D