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Currently don't like anybody eh???????????????????? Idk. Random post. :3

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Wishing that you were here.

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stress .

Can't find this bag! Can anybody help me find the bag?

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money from everybody :D

That's me with specs and without in pyjamas!(: just bathe so hair very straight then after that if never take care of hair properly it will go wavy again): I like straight hair but dont want rebond leh. Sian lah! Oh ya haven't finish math tutor yet): must start to finish tutorial 2! Must must must if not later ms Ang scold): Until now I received 12 ang paos! Yay moneyyyyy :D gonna get more angpaos tomorrow!(: and school starts on wednesday , so there's lesser amount of angpaos Im going to receive): then there will be ms ang's big fat angpao -- her homework! Sian lah): but all this is preparing me for streaming,so the more homework I get I should be happier. (: so smile, xinyi! You can do it! Strive hard and well and get high marks for ems and high percentage!! XINYI HWAITING!

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20012012 .

20-1-2012 was cchy's chinese new year celebration .

we practised really hard within the less-than-a-week time frame , getting coutless scoldings from seniors , stayed back everyday before the performance just to brush up on the movements . and you know what happened ?

the music suddenly stopped playing . like in the middle of all those applause , the music got cut off . and we rushed down the stage in a messy way .

we practised so freaking hard you know ?! and now what , only be left with this kind of shit ? ):

then after escaping from the backstage i burst into tears , uncontrollable because our hard work had gone to waste . just like you snap your fingers to perform a magic trick . hard work all gone to become those tiny dust particles that you see on the stage . couldnt stop crying . really . reason being nobody understands how hard we had practised for this ! nobody saw us practising . HaoNalaoshi is right . the audience only want to see the result , not the process . the result is what they actually care about . and that is so unfair ! we practised every single day before the actual performance ! and now what , 1/3 of dance completed only ! ):

when i went to ishi mura with angel they all i saw dennislim . then he was pointing at me and telling his friends stuff . confirm talking about my performance and how it ended messily . like seriously ?!

YOU NEVER WITNESSED THE WHOLE PROCESS . YOU DIDNT WITNESSED HOW I GOT SCOLDED BY SENIORS EVERY PRACTICE . YOU NEVER WITNESSED HOW I KEPT SPINNING ROUND AND ROUND AND ROUND TILL I GOT HEADACHE . YOU NEVER WITNESSED HOW MY CONTACT LENS DROPPED OUT RIGHT BEFORE ENTERING BACKSTAGE . YOU NEVER WITNESSED THE HEADACHE I GOT AFTER ONLY HAVING 1 EYE WITH CONTACT LENS . SINCE YOU NEVER WITNESSED ANYTHING , WHY CRITICISE ?! LIKE SERIOUSLY , FUCK YOU .

CCHYCD cried together after the performance that hastily ended . feedback from the parents are that it was really nice . my friends said that i looked really pretty on stage . (: joanne said that got junior say we looked pretty too . :D

but .. nobody would ever see how the performance is supposed to look like except CCHYID right ? so nobody would ever know , how our hard work is supposed to look like right ?

does anybody know that feeling when you actually worked hard for something but then your hard work crumbles to dust IN FRONT OF YOUR EYES ?

dont wish to talk about it anymore . bye .

the difference between clean shoes and dirty shoes.

The above picture is.. the striking contrast between clean shoe and dirty shoe. Lol.

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everyday is more stressful !! ):

Hi. Today during dance chenjinhwa announced that the people from the ndp thingy wants cchy's dance( chinese plus inter) to participate in the ndp for this year. Like, NO WAY! THERE'S NO FUCKING WAY IM GOING TO JOIN THIS YEAR'S NDP AFTER THE HORROR I GOT FROM BEING A SEC1 AND JOINING IN THAT MURDEROUS, HORRID SHIT! Kkay not trying to scold ndp. Im scolding, you know who. They say what must have 100-150 people. I don't care! Im definitely not joining for multiple reasons: 1. Streaming year. I want to get into 3H and take triple science though G class also got lah. 2. Certain people from id. 3. I don't need another rumour about me and Adrian that was being spread by Joeyer last year.and some parts of this year. Hope none of id people sees this.. o: if not later I kena target at again because of my blog post. Ehh realised that those id people got read my blog want leh! That's why the war started. All because of my blog post about cca carnival. :D and then one happy news: we are almost done choreographing for the chinesenewyear performance! -clapclapclap- only left a few. Then teacher want they all to learn the hanzu's dance Leh! Honored. :D scared I'll forget the dance steps tomorrow sia! Cause tomorrow is rehearsal then if got messy or wrong horh wednesday must dance again! O: think thursday got rehearsal also. But I thursday got math supplementary lehhhhh.. math or dance? Today I tell missang then she say she will see first. Yayyyyyy can postpone the supp already so can dance and study at the same time! Yes time is the essence for me to get into 3H and perform well in cca as well(: speaking of math, missang produced a handful of worksheets for us to do. Today just had a surprise quiz(SURPRISE SURPRISE!) that left me with a 10/15 and leaving Charlotte with 15/15 o: omg Charlotte so clever lorh. Not like me, so stupid): 10/15 is a bad score for me already! ): -depression- kkay so I have come to a conclusion. NO NDP, MORE STUDYING, LOOK FOR TEACHERS TO ASK QUESTIONS IF IN DOUBT, TAKE INITIATIVE TO DO MATH TUTOR, LESS SOCIAL LIFE TO ATTAIN GOOD GRADES, DANCE WELL, GOOD TIME MANAGEMENT, HAVE ENOUGH SLEEP EVERYDAY. Xinyi hwaiting!

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????

3rd post of the day cause suddenly thought of somethingggggg .

cause i lock the blog already so i find it so much easier to type , no constraints at all .

so apparently joey and joween song saw my blog . cause i wrote about people copydog us then they all said something like what not we copydog you all kkay or something liddat lah but i know confirm plus loads of chop they talking about me lorh . =.= tsktsk i also not talking about them right .

you ask about the intake confirm is want see we all have lower intake then you all so you can boast in class orh . think i dont know meh . you all forever liddat one mah , one generation pass to another generation derh cockiness .

say what your intake very little leh .. I TELL YOU UH TOO MUCH INTAKE LATER NO SPACE ON STAGE FOR YOU TO DANCE UH ! THEN ALL OF YOU GET SQUEEZED OUT OF STAGE !

no offense lah . but i buay song now . maybe cause menses .

kkay bye.

poor thumb ):

Hey! My thumb got pierced by the badge . So I used this plaster :D

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adapting to school again ..

Hello ! :D Today is 3rd day of scchool ! (: still trying to adapt to school time , like sleeping at 9.30pm or 9pm and waking at 6am or late 5am . Apparently im not really able to adapt to the timing . Too abrupt of a change . Haish .. Took our height and weight today (: and I shall officially declare my height and weight here ~ the height shall keep growing kkay ! Dont say I short horh ~ I will grow ~~~~ Height and weight as of 5 january 2012 : Height -> 150 cm Weight -> 38.1 kg ( so fat right x: ) Kkay the above is my height and weight (: grew 3 cm ~~ and lost 900 grams during the period of 2 weeks when I last measured my weight :D I want to grow taller quickly leh ! Dont have much time to lose already , so my height must grow ! GROW HEIGHT GROWWWWW !! :D Even if height grow the weight shall remain the same which means must cut off the amount of fats that I consume with every meal ~ kkay maintaining my weight shall be a task to do ! But if my weight increase like by a little bit then I wont really care cause if I got grow taller means will become a bit heavier mahhhh ~ so my height please grow ! Weight please maintain the same ! :D At first before taking the height and weight I was really PETRIFIED . reason : the machine is placed like in front of everybody ---> your height and weight will be make known to the public if any of them comes close to the machine while you are taking your measurements . O: but after the measurement I was really not terrified anymore cause my weight isnt really heavy considering the others' weight and mine lolol plus height has reached a totally new level (: so im really happy ~ Ya so..... Around there (: kkay then goobye ! Shall talk another day if I have the time and inspiration to blog about ~

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