life is always like that, isn't it?

hi.

it's a hectic week! visited a few blogshops, but realised that their payment methods are all those i-banking stuff which i dont really understand so i just exited from those blogshops..

im very tired already . nobody can really understand me, right? no matter how well i try, Ms Ang will always be like, Xinyi you need to work harder! always like that! no matter how hard i try! ): i wish there will be somebody who can really understand me well .

in dance, Tricillia sometimes will scold me for executing the wrong dance moves or being slower by a few counts . )': totally saddening! you know how demoralising?

there are so many projects these days, and i cant find the correct buttons for my 3rd bird! how? cant find matching ones! got mom to help me to find the buttons, and she said that our house dont have many matching buttons.. so now how? im going to faint soon.. ): mom asked me if i can go with a one big eye and one small eye bird. i couldn't really care already, so i just said yes. things are so tough for me these days!

brought back my math tutor. going to rush through a few bits of tutorial 3 and make it a point to chiong through at least half of tutorial 4 since that is due by end of month x.x teachers are SO demanding and mean! ):

sister cut her hair today, 1 inch i guess.. she looked so fresh and neat and tidy! not like me, my hair are all like spread all over.. o.O

i shall do more of math tutor today and not touch electronic gadgets i guess. and probably staying at grandma's house for the night so that i can wake up earlier on Saturday morning to do my math tutor! i finished holiday homework already, so it's time to do math tutor already!

i need to exercise like seriously and urgently! can feel that my butt and my thighs are getting bigger.. my arms are also bigger! feel so demoralised that i grew fatter ):

okay.. so im going to exercise a bit tomorrow! it's a deal, if not i cannot put off with it for being so fat! ): and there's tuition tomorrow! i quitting tuition by April YAY!

kkay so goodbye~ (: