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Common test period now! :( how sad right :( but never mind tests and exams are a gauge of how well I understand the concepts and reminder to myself not to be so careless!!! >:(

Math teacher marked our math test papers already, an she went through the paper today... 32/50... Could have gotten 35 if I didn't make the careless mistakes... More than 35 I suppose. I feel so sad now... 1 more mark then I can get b3 already... Math is pulling my hopes down these days...

Speaking of hope, Huiyee asked me today if hope or believe was better... I thought for a while... Wouldn't it be hope? I don't actually know why, but some people might answer believe... Whatever...

Today there was Geography common test! The test was quite okay, everybody also commented about the manageability of the paper... After all I studied like a mad cow for it... Not exactly a mad cow but at least I revised it. I actually wrote the notes ages ago, so I found it a chore to read it but anyway I just scribbled it to memorise the facts and there it was in my brains :)

Tomorrow is Chinese and Physics, and I wrote out all the 词语 for the test, since there will be a stupid test on those words T__T and for physics I rewrote all the facts again to drill it in my brains like what I did with the Geography notes :) because all the notes were written in the notebook already, so I used pencil and foolscap paper to run through all the ideas again and there it was in my head and I hope it still stays in the brains until after the exam! :)

It's literature on Wednesday, and it's the last subject that's gonna be tested! Yay how happy! :D chapters 127 to 197... Many chapters but all are crap only some parts are really the solid stuff :)

During literature lesson today we did this weird thing called a story board... It's like a comic strip summarising the entire plot... Quite okay. Then me Briana and Miko did the board together... Not exactly together only that we sat together :) Briana was like using her phone with Miko's hotspot and not giving a damn about Mr Cosgrove LOL she said that she dislikes Mr Cosgrove the most! :D

During physics lesson it was the same old boring electric current thing again :( only that this time we were taught about the resistors in series and how the total resistance is all the different risistance totalled up together... And also the total potential difference is the entire potential difference added up together... And how to calculate the current readings in the ammeter and thus calculate the potential differences :)

Sound quite weird isn't it... Nehmind Mr Chui is like that always so boring :(

Anyway TWO WEEKS AFTER SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS IS END OF YEAR EXAM OMG HOW TERRIFYING I'm afraid !!! This year passed so quickly, and the schedule is like so packed one after another :((( how sad!

I think I will have to spend the entire week plus additional weekends mugging :( can't even go out eh. :( but after EOY means its slacking time! Until the results come back lah of course :( very scared I cannot take pure physics sia! My math like cannot make it! 70 is the minimum but here I am getting 64 for common test how!!! I desperately need to get more than 70 now to pull my math marks up so I can take pure physics!!! Only pure physics and pure chemistry can allow me to become a doctor :((( so I have to really work hard for the September holidays... I wish I could be less careless and get a better score for common test... How I wish... What's the use when you do well for all sciences when you don't do well for math and that's the main factor for taking pure sciences. I don't think telling the HOD of science will help... I think wen if I do well for science I still wont be given a place to take pure physics of my math still like that ... :( actually why need to consider math? It's only the equations that we need to memorise isn't it. I feel sad now that I can't take pure physics ( the probability of not being able to take it)... How?!

Shall I go and enrol for math tuition... I am in knots now how I don't know how to pull up my math scores other than attending tuition... How... Because I quit tuition already and Math Tutor doesn't seem to render me enough assistance...

I shall tell mum about my plans on Sunday or Saturday and see what she can do about it...

Totally in dejected mood now thinking about the fact that I may not be able to take up Pure physics next year...