why D:

why is the boy so mean D: see he broke her heart and he ended up getting hurt too ):

see , please get a hint from this ):

happyhappypenguinlovesyouYO . (:

im going to break something of yours yo . :D

happy (: dont know why uh :DD

oh ya yesterday went mood swinging all of a sudden got all emotional that i cried in my bedroom WHYWHYWHY D: supposed to control my tears but i couldnt . maybe i was too stressed . but then again , stressed ? weird much . hais .. dont care lah :D just gonna be me (:

tomorrow going to school to pass the dance camp form with DEBORAH <3333 then i promised to treat her sharetea :D i buying pearlmilktea for her tomorrow yo :DD be jealous yeah ! i only treat deborah and joanne this well ~~ that time i also treat joanne sharetea cause her bday present mahh :DD see i so nice right :D

very tired lah , shall conserve energy so that later can talk to him <3333 byebyes :D

remember that penguin loves you horh ! <3

dying on the inside

Finish crying already, feel so much better(;

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i love you lah ! :D

today went to pizza hut for brunch :D

brunch is two meals in one rather than having breakfast and lunch~ wont get fat that way (:

then yesterday i became a penguin and adrian was a pig (: then yesterday at whatsapp keep saying what iloveyou or whatever crap then end with jkjk . childish == then he typed really slow yesterday . drove me mad cause of his texting speed . like a snail only == . oh he should become a snail . sounds nicer and fit him right . cause he type so slowly (:

veh tired , yesterday slept at around 1 plus i guess then woke up at 9.20 am so shagggggg D:

shall blog later , provided got stuff to blog about <333333

iloveyousomuch <3

an adrenaline shot given to the heart ;

oh sheesh the date to get a new phone was postponed D: haiya .. but by the end of november will get de ! :DD parents say confirm will buy for me :D YAAAAAAY :D

today got a lot of stuff that happened lah (: but lazy type out (:

byebye :D

assholes .

quite an early post yeah , but since things happened like early in the day so i just post in case i forget x:

yesterday parents asked me if i want an iphone4s cause i got 6As and B3 for hcl which was impossible (: then i went totally ecstatic and was saying YESYESYESYESYES in a rusty voice (sore throat mah) :D final decision : tomorrow go singtel buy new phoneeeee :DDDD YAAAAAAAAY ~ so happy ! at least parents kept their promise in terms of phone upgrade :DDDDDDDD

he asked me who i liked today . :XXXX but yeah i like a lot of people so i just said 'a lot of people' . he said he can help me ask my crush if he like anybody else ? that's really dumb so i just said no need then he say sua then i ended the convo .

if i just told him that i liked him , he will be so shocked . rather not tell :XX maybe i wont like him anymore yeah :DD

sick lerh , runny nose plus sore throat :XX gws to me (:

i should just bang wall and die !

hais .. results came back today .

3 a1 3 a2 3 b3 1 c5 D:

not even top10 in class . so damn bad . not even top 35 in level , HOW ? i got so bad results ! 71.2% . such bad results . i cant cry now cause at home , if not later i dont know how to tell my parents the reason i cried o.O EVEN WORSE IF THEY KNEW WHAT HAPPENED .

And i didnt manage to become PSL. aiya nehmind lah at least i have more time to study .then next year still got streaming , need more time to study . kkay . shall focus on studies . must jiayou then go into a really good class !

kkay idw talk about it anymore later more sad . kkay byes .

my imperfect glory .

sister sick today lah . totally no mood to go out as she continues her pesky whining . asshole lah ! sibei noisy sia feel like telling her SHUTTHEFUCKUP . STFULAHWHINYKID . anything you dont like then just start whining ? you mean everything must go your way ? you sick le leh , still want go out play . it's raining lah asshole ! so what if she's the youngest ? she's just one noisy kid who wants everything to go her way . == noisy kid lah !

now everybody in the house no mood le lah . actually want go out one , then the stupid fucking rain come and dont want to go away then cannot go out . THEWEATHERISAFUCKINGBITCHLIKEYOU . i'd rather go grandma's house lah , at least no need listen to sister being so noisy . GRRRR . KNNBCCB .

everybody angry now you happy is it ? cb lah . if nobody at home i confirm throw all the swear words like knives at you lah !

FUCKINGASSHOLEGODOWHATEVERYOULIKEIDONTCAREANDICANNOTBEBOTHEREDBYYOURASSHOLYACTIONS/

look at my swag ;

WHAT A PATHETIC ASSHOLE YOU ARE !

today sucked like fuck . AND I MEAN IT . like fuck .

starting off with today's guitar course , change song then must learn new chord . ASS LAH . but lucky no need to b minor chord , if not i curse the teacher more ! si cynthia mable james lah , plan what guitar course then still must perform after 2 lessons ? you think i what , SAINT UH ?! YOUR ASS LAH !

then mama pissed me off . FUCK . she say if my results good lemme go concerts or fan meetings , kkay . i work hard for every test and exam , and now , what ?

beast fan meeting - cannot go

shinee concert - late buy = tickets sold out

2pm concert - dont allow + tickets sold out

snsd concert - dont allow

i mean , put yourself in my shoes lah . or should i say , look in a teenager's perspective can ? you are being a bad role model to your kids kkay . you say you lemme do this if i do well in this and that , i did well , and then you say NO ? NO ? HOW DARE YOU .

dont want say le , later more pissed off . grrrrr . listened to shinee singing . felt gazillion times better .

feel like having 2 more piercings in left ear and 1 more on the right one . feel like piercing liao then go home , heck care whether mama scold ornot lah ! dont allow me do this do that , wait till i save up and go snsd concert by myself lah ! i go buy moshpit a one , like what xueqi tell me to buy one !

wait till i save up and move out .

or wait till i commit suicide in bedok reservoir ! prepare my coffin and for my crematorium . got so many people die there le , i dont mind to be the next in line !

you stopped putting in your effort first ;

those late night conversations , that last till 1 plus , 2 plus , where have they all gone ?

you must have forgotten about me .

thats why we rarely text now .

even if we text , it only lasts for 1 hour at most .

i really miss your texts .

when someone texts me my mind automatically flashes your name but the text isnt from you .

i hate starting conversations , they make me feel like im annoying .

but i really miss seeing your name .

your contact name keeps downgrading , to a plain your name .

i miss your texts .

i miss everything you gave me .

i miss all the shared memories .

have you forgotten about them ?

well i havent .

im still stuck at the past .

call me dumb or whatever , but i really miss you .

idk how you managed to escape to the present .

your have decided your future , you dont want me to be part of it .

what have i done wrong ?

do you actually love me ? if you did you would have put in efforts in making the relationship alive . you didnt do anything . lets just end here .

didnt have enough sleep . went to lie on bed at 12 , dont know what time slept . then woke up at 9.30 . very tired but dont want to go and sleep . he said he would text back by 12 , i waited till 12 , he didnt reply . he didnt put in any effort . whats the use ? he didnt put in any effort in making the relationship alive . maybe i should just be back to single , at least i can like more than 1 person instead of being so committed to 1 . at least i wont be burdened with always texting him and getting scolded for always using my phone . at least i'll feel happier . wait . will i be happier ? everything's gonna be so weird . will i be happier ? this shall be one question to ponder about today .

i never stopped loving you . you stopped first .

today 8 pm got the xiangsheng thing i dont want go plus i too lazy to leave my house ! was calling soonxuan then layhian picked up . recognised her voice immediately i pro right . (: more positive today at least more lively le lah not so negative like some turd .
right now damn sian lah so when talking to soonxuan that time my voice like some boring turd == whatever .
very tired now , thought today was sunday when its actually saturday aiya my body clock is failing me and my immune system also gonna fail me lerh lah gonna fall sick soon D: nua-ing at home and rotting ! ): want to go out but too lazy to move even an inch (: no wonder im getting fatter o: cause too lazy to move then never exercise much then become fatter o: horror . maybe tomorrow going jogging . must go burn fats lerh lah , cannot only rely on dance o: feel like dying now damn tired but i dont want move now but i cant sleep sitting down right so i dont know how to sleep oh please just take away my life at least if i die nobody would be grieving over it right . cause my existence is plain useless . hais .

ANY SONGS TO RECOMMEND ? dying from boredom lerh lah ):

all the bullshit you put me through ;

today no school ^^ cause is promotion exercise o: now scared! ):

today still got tuition D: horror! OO: really slacked but part of my brain was exercising , beat the boys :DD

brain was stuck at the lyrics of love drunk , dont know why LOLOL (:

today is soonxuan birthday , happy birthday lah dude (: stay happy and positive no matter what happens (:

see i sho good right (:

super shag these days , i want a good sleep ! :D

i used to be love drunk , but now im hungover , love you forever , forever is over .

i like a new guy . cant say here later whole world know ! :P but soonxuan know (: cause his birthday must be nice to him marhh (:

so dont call me crying , say hello then goodbye .

nothing much to blog , gonna stop (:

can i break down?

Dayum sad today. Don't know why but just sad. Super duper sad.
Can't explain why. Just sad. Feel like crying but can't cause at home now and I won't be able to explain why I'm crying.
maybe I shouldn't even have existed in this world. Why should I even exist. Everything would be a gazillion times better without me in this world right.
Maybe I should just donate my blood and pump all of those crimson liquid in my body until my body goes lifeless and bloodless.
feel like dying. My existence is plain worthless.

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stupig me , believing your shitass lies x.x

hello (: today dayum fucking happy happy happy ! :DD

went amk hub , thought can buy koi but never buy D: x.x

but went rubi bought a pair of shoes dayum nice all black (: then also bought a bag from rubi . actually wanted to buy bands , 5 for $1 de but too bad not enough money WHY D: . the bands dayum nice too bad not enough money only got $40 to buy two pairs of shoes my sister's and mine plus my bag x.x whywhywhy no enough money ?!

and why no have buy koi D: walk around amk hub all is people drinking koi make me so dayum shit fucking envious X.X =3=

AND TOMORROW GOT DANCE ! WEDNESDAY ALSO GOT ! :DD YAYY I MISSED DANCE SO DAYUM FUCKING SHITTY MUCH ! YAAAAAAAAY FINALLY TOMORROW CAN EXERCISE AND TRIM ALL THOSE FATS =D

gonna watch dance versions for shinee songs :D shinee are so dayum pro at dancing <3 feel like dancing noww , dont know why LOL maybe try dancing diva (: jiayoujiayou (: hopefully can burn fats yeah :D happyhappyandhypergirl98 now LOL (:

♥. lol random~

Today got awaken by a 6am alarm phone alarm gnd!:@ wake me up from my sweet sweet dream for what -_____-
downloaded like around 15 songs and 4 videos :D super happy happy! Was enjoying them during car ride until dad told me to stop plugging into my earpiece -_________- can don't disturb my fun?! Lol I was watching Replay for no reason then had to pause): but just nice pause at Key's part ♥♥♥
You know what the girl being paid to be in shinee's mv right I don't even need to get paid to be in their mv lo! I'll be in it for free! Best is get kissed! :D but confirm dream long long de D: and I don't think shinee do kissing actions D:
And I wish shinee filmed hello baby in Singapore. I want see them during random moments! :D listening to all the old songs by shinee ♥.realised that jojo is awesomeeee ♥

Today saw the 44 days of torture D: dayum fucking scary>< I swear when I saw the picture my eyeballs nearly pop out it was dayum fucking scary D': nearly cry cause a bit too scary. It was gazillion times worse than mdm Chan showing us a punctured uterus I swear. It was all bloody O: sister insisted on looking at the picture she googled for it and then when she saw it she was like O: . Yesyesyes sibei scary Dx dw mention about it le I don't want have nightmare!! I very scared now ohmygawd): somebody pei me leh come my house camp with me can? Dayum scared! D: youngest sister saw that bloody picture too. Poor girl, 5 nia then see this kind of scary stuff LOL :)

Went out for dinner, actually wanted to go din tai fung but too many people then settled for pizza hut instead yes baked pasta ♥.dayum full then walked around then went home :) tomorrow going out! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY ♥

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you are amazing.

Behind that mask, you never know whether the person is smiling or not.

Tuition was, boring. Plain boring. Won the challenge though, that was the better part of today's lame tuition.
Kevin didn't go today,wonder what happened to him lol cause everytime after tuition walk together mah then today like a bit weird weird de like all the air surrounding me nia lol the air does surround me whatever what am I trying to say lol Kkay short and sweet: I don't like him but it just feels weird that he doesn't walk together with me today.

There was emo people today lol a bit boring but life still has to go on yeah and to this point I wonder why I never told myself that before I started crying over math lol that's really dumb of me. Whatever.

Super duper shag today. My eyes hurt like shit cause I cried. I really couldn't control my tears the tap for all the tears simply malfunctioned and then I started crying. Thought I sounded like some shit in front of Dennis and Miko when I cried and I was arguing with dennis about my math and the reason I cried lol I swear I sounded like some DYING HORSE.

Damn shag luh. Got a lot of things to cry about luh. Should I cry or not. That's one big question. Kkay shall ponder over it while I manage heartbreaks cause of math yeah.

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hais.

kkay. the aftermath of eoy:

mathhigherchinesescienceart . 68,64,81,70 . b3b4a1a2 .

got 1 a1 1 a2 1 b3 1 b4 . yeah very lousy . or should i say fucking lousy . ):

today got math results and thank goodness it was before recess so i could cry my heart out after getting that shit b3 . something was wrong already when i did the math paper . i knew it . but i didnt know it would make such a great impact D: . normally i would do the paper until the very last minute then finish then only got like 30 seconds to check the paper then for eoy i had like 15 minutes to check which was completely crazy . a lot of careless mistakes . but better than last year prelim cause i got way much more careless mistakes leh . got 46 for prelim . yeah i failed by 4 marks . and i realised that for math , it's always that i either do very well or i do badly . and this time i did badly . fucking badly . fucking fucking badly . cried the moment i stepped out of classroom . i couldnt resist the urge to start crying . ): was crying on the way to canteen then dennis they all happened to look back and saw my unglam look . me when im breaking down .my goodness O: . then dennis went to me and ask what happened and then told me to cheer up cause still got next year then tell me go ask ms ang about the concepts that i was unsure about if not next year want ask also cannot and that sec1 is only the foundation and no need cry de . what would happen if i told him that i got such fucking bad marks cause i was careless ? but i didnt tell him anyway . (: then i just went to buy green tea and yes green tea rocks ! after thsat i saw soonxuan then he ask me why i cry then i just told him that i got b3 for math . he must be shocked cause my eyes was like bloody red lol . xuanting and shichee and qianhui cheered me up yeah (: love them much <3 they say that im the most hardworking person in the whole of 1H , then shichee say sujin is the second most hardworking then followed by charlotte . i dont know whether i was really the most hardworking paerson in the whole of 1H , but i guess as long as i have done my best in the preparation and in the exam i dont really need to give a bullshit about my math results . (: since it's combined then more dont need give a fucking bullshiit about it YESYESYES . :D fucking awesome . gooooood .

kkay . so people i need to thank and what they did :

1. miko ; cause she was the first person to witness my breaking down and then she consoled me

2. dennis ; he was second to see my breaking down and he also consoled me

3. xuanting ; casue she was the one who really made me laugh and smile like there's no tomorrow

4. shichee ; she also made me smile and said that i was the most hardworking person

5. qianhui ; cause she told me that i still did well and consoled me like how a mother consoles her child

yeah so 5 people i need to thank . shall find someday when i can thank them . maybe it's more difficult to thank dennis . whatever ==

last period was higher chinese . zhanglaoshi gave all the papers out then i got 64 . b4 . yesyesyes . reached my mother's target (: . but bad thing is i only need that shit one mark to go b3 == . zhanglaoshi say it's combined . whatthefuck . liddat confirm plus chop my mark drop le luh D: why is this happening to me . but amazingly i didnt cry for higherxhinese . cause i was just too happy when i saw my paper 2 was 61/90 (: zhanglaoshi say my paper 2 saved me . yes it really saved me i love my paper 2 yeah !

got science and art yesterday (:

science was 81 , a1 , but i didnt get highest D: sujin got 88 -> highest in class . fuckkkkkkkkk this bullshit ! but was still content with this mark .

art got 70 , borderline a2 but i dont care !

yeah so to summarise , fuck half of my life and dont fuck half of my life . what am i saying ? whatever ==

shall blog when i can . esp after receiving other marks yeah (:

lalalalalalalalala.

Had ELEVEN hours of sleep today (Y) dayum happy now ^^
Was seriously tired after art. Then went northpoint with JOANNE, JOEYSONG, JOWEEN, JIAHUI :D all the J's :) lol I odd one out :( went mac for lunch and then we saw Bertha then I think Joanne joeysong Joween siao liao they all keep asking where is adrian== that was seriously retarded==
then also saw junyu and he kept staring at jiahui :)
After that also saw Dennis and we were laughing and then he was like laugh for what (in chinese )
Joanne also saw her friend :) she know the whole world eh?
Joeysong Joween also saw their friend :)
I saw Haris :) lol he changed.like totally.except for his hair.forever is brown de==
then homed :) seriously tired but never nap. Just sat around doing nothing.actually want play monopoly de but end up no mood so don't want play :( Kkay shall blog later:)

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tired of what you did.

today was rather pissed off! >:(

after science i was super shag, so went home, slacked like there was no tomorrow, and NAPPED WITHOUT THE FAN/AIRCON. very long time never nap le, then today when i woke up was like super duper happy cause my brain is recharged! :D and sleeping without aircon/fan, and when you nap during like, 2.30pm when the weather is super sexaye, you know what. my pillow was WET. like seriously wet. looks more like i cried in my sleep! :O

that was the happy part, but then i got damn pissed off by maid. gah. :@ she is so damn un-automatic sia! she should know when my grandma need to use the ice pack to reduce her swelling right! [my grandma had operation so sometimes got swell = need ice pack to reduce the swelling] and then it's like i always have to go to the freezer and take the ice pack that is already FROZEN AND DAMN FREEZING sia! what the f*ck is this?! you are supposed to help take care of grandma right? that's why you got hired right? please luh, be more automatic can! grrrrrr.

after getting pissed off by maid, got pissed off by mum. grrr. :@ i told mum that i wednesday no school cause is marking day then ask her if i can go out with friends, she say no. wlao eh! she allow my sister to go out dont allow me?! dont so biased can! the way you are showing how biased you can be towards sister is so damn obvious okay! and then i have 2 sisters leh. im the eldest somemore and this is how you show how biased you can be?! normally parents are more biased to the eldest child, but you are more biased towards the younger ones?! what the heck is this man, can you be more fair towards all 3 of us please. treat it like i begging you luh, show some fairness! at least daddy not so unfair like you rights! he say EOY average got 80 marks then can get phone upgrade but you still say hcl must get at least b4 and 4 a1s? come on, you know my hcl not good le still want me get so high?! daddy better rights! as long average 80 can le, my other subjects get higher marks hcl at least c5 also can! wlao eh! so biased sia and then you say sister get 240 and above got phone upgrade? is this the way you show how unfair you can be? bring sister go buy bag and then say will buy for me but end up never buy for me? like what the heck is this you are so damn f*cking biased!

WAIT TILL I SAVE UP AND MOVE OUT OKAY! WAIT TILL THAT DAY COMES AND DONT EVER REGRET YOUR ACTIONS!

goanddie.

My sister is a horrible bitch. Too bitchy to be a bitch!! I detest her like how I detest certain people.
She's a shitass bitch who is not even older than me and dares to order me around like her maid? Please luh, got maid liao still want make me your personal maid? Goanddie.
Bu shuang me so curse my science grades and curse that I retain for another year? Then I curse you fail psle and get retained in primary school for another year you damn whore.
go ahead and act innocent in front of other people and treat me like I'm some worthless maid of yours luh! Don't dare uh? You damn humji bitch I detest you why are you even on earth living as my sister. Sister somemore. So what if your psle finish le can have a good life leh? Eh please luh just you see after my eoy what I will do to you. I'll whack you. I whack before so I shall do it again you want? I older what,I can do anything I want you bitch.
GO AND TOUR AROUND HELL AND THEN COME BACK TO EARTH. GO NOW. I SAID NOW. I ALREADY GRANT YOU PERMISSION TO GO TOUR AROUND SO GO.

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super tired of your lies.

Tomorrow is Bio plus chem. Wtf Sian sia. Totally no mood to mug ): finished recopying bio, hopefully all the concepts can get into my head. Later then mug chem . Kkay good.
Now in slacking mode then later shall get into mugging mode yeah (: very very good :D

Wait. You are still in my mind. Shoo. Go away. My mind has no place for you -.-

Distractions everywhere! Promised not to touch my phone like 3 hours ago and im still on it. Totally distracted. Like why am I missing my life now. Left 2 more days nia, can endure de. Very very good. Shall endure. Hope can endure (:
Seriously prefer blogging using phone than comp cause I lazy start up comp. For phone just anyhow press then can start blogging. Better that way (:

Was reading other people's blog and then was so appalled at who their gf/bf were. Like seriously shocked. But I like. (:

;you cant stop me from doing anything.that includes liking you.

Lol that was one random thing above yeah (:

Shall mug for chem after publishing the post. Kkay. Shall plan what im gonna do. Sister went out again -.- Friday go out shopping, saturday go friend house play, today go out again? Wtf your life very nice horh, I know, my life stinks now. Wait till tuesday, my life's gonna be like 1000000000000000000000000000++ times better than yours. Watch out (:

Plan for today:
-Find something cold to drink
-Mug chem after blogging
-Find something cold to drink
-Rest
-Reread notes (hais)
-Find something to drink(preferably cold)
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But yeah, most of the time will be finding something cold to drink, preferably green tea :D

And just now while mugging I UNINTENTIONALLY FINISHED A WHOLE BRAND NEW PACKET OF STICKY. :O
Amazing rights! (:

When should I go mugging? Preferably 2 I guess. Kkay, shall spend 8 minutes searching for green tea, dad complaining that im on the phone for too long and I should give my phone a break(phones no need breaks in my own world). So yeah, im gonna be a guai daughter and give my phone a well-deserved break(:
See ya (:

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I LOVE MY MUM. ♥

my mum rocks, big time. ♥
Although she yells at me,takes away my phone and comp, scolds me,compares me with other kids, don't agree with me on a lot of stuff, but she's still the best mum. Serious not kidding.
Today my foot was bleeding cause of shitass eczema and my mum stepped forward and helped me apply the cream to ease the pain. She said I was her daughter and it was her duty for her to take care of me, esp my eczema. ♥
Then she just went to the kitchen to help me prepare kiwi cause I couldn't walk to anywhere - my foot was entirely flooded with the eczema cream
Shall get awesome results for you mum I love you ♥

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just alive and kicking (:

shitass bitch . ignore my texts yeah ? lemme show you what i'll do to you when i see you kkay ! people who ignore my texts deserve to die . also never sent one "i ttyl" or something liddat then just ignore me ?!

BITCH I GRANT YOU PERMISSION TO TAKE A TOUR AROUND HELL AND COME BACK TO EARTH YOU WANT ?!

bitch ! later i also become as bitchy as you ! i can change from normal mode to bitchy mode anytime i want de okay !

PERMISSION GRANTED . GO AND TAKE A TOUR AROUND HELL AND COME BACK TO EARTH . GOGOGO .

mugged for 5 hours straight ! super shag after mugging ! D: hand pain like hell . but also havent finish both bio and chem D: bio super lot to write ! write until sti going to finish le ~ so gonna write later or tomorrow , see my mood and whether i want to leave my comp or not :D

dont like me ? i dont like you also . i can be from a normal person to become a two-faced bitch anytime i want okay !

i am a two-faced bitch on days that i want (:

SO YESH , IM A BITCH . KEEP YOUR DISTANCE .

wheeee~

Eeyer, two sisters get their break cause of children's day while I don't. Still have eoy somemore! So bad rights! D: history eoy was kind of manageable. Totally vomited all the information in my brain. Wrote all the relevant notes on the question paper just to gather all the information to write in my answer. Hand is super shag after the exam D: lucky that miss Kate told us to take note of certain information for eoy ~ what she told us to take note about really appeared in the paper ~ she and ms Neo are the setter. Woah Ms Neo set two papers sia. Where got so much brainjuice to set de? Like wtf sia.
I dislike teachers who set the paper until like half the cohort fail. Hope science won't be like got half the cohort fail ~ *prays hard*
science is biology and chemistry. Shall mug like crazy ~ hope my hard hard work will pay off ~ *praypraypray*
jiayou ~ haven't prepared much for art, but I know what question to do, it's the through my window thingy, but don't know what to draw.
I'm in desperate need of inspiration! Use paint or pencil? Think paint. I don't know uh D:
Shall mug and mug and mug for science! Lucky no physics uh, if not I will cry while mugging! I dislike physics, I don't study also get A ~ ya serious! Physics is like the only topic that no need study de! Bio and chem still need study,but at least I more interested in Bio and chem then stupiak physics ~
yesterday downloaded songs, all is kpop de! Yayy ~
don't know why but super shag now.
Just now got tuition, looking at shit mlai #yucks
Went northpoint to buy sharetea ~ Eeyer YanNi suddenly say she don't feel like going buy lo,pangseyh me. So bad right!
sister went bugis today,help me buy my wallet le ~
shall blog whenever I can !


;bitch look at me, lemme tell you something: I detest your freaking shit existence!

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idc about your flaws;

Today finished my history notes. Made up for my lost notes. Damn, that shitass whole stack of notes gone.
I'm gonna bitch that person who took my notes. Be prepared.
Sister going to bugis and amk hub on Sunday, shall ask her help me buy wallet and bag :)
Totally no life now! Uber sad.but anyway I'll get my life back on Tuesday ~
Tuesday is art exam ~ and Mondays science ~
Gonna be all happygirl98! Yayy ~ !
My phone got problem le,play music halfway then stop. Damn.
I miss my life!! Where is my life. I'm tired of being a geeeeeek D:
I want my life back like now :(
Oh ya tomorrow got tuition yuck #sianmax
1.5 hours of torture,looking at mlai eeeeeeyer :( oh wait Sean's there. Shit. Did I mention before that Sean is my ex's good friend?yuckkkkk bitch this shit. :(
Larry will be there,.Kevin also, YANNI, CRYSTAL AND ANGELICA (Y)~
Today soonxuan asked me who I like. Well I like books, but is play play de. After eoy I'll go and ditch them. #youheardthat
I like fooooood ~ I'll never ditch food :D food is my life ~ !
Miko say I biantai just cause I write fast and can rewrite my notes in 3 days? That's silly .____.
Super shag! I hate the way mlai teaches summary. I don't even know how to do plus it was so cold,I couldn't write. So I ended up making my handwriting real big and it was ugly. Yuckkkkkkk freakbitch!
5 more days of torture, counting down!
Jiayou! Xinyi fighting ~

;even if you are imperfect, I'll still accept all your flaws.#youheardthat

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spamming my ears with songs

Uber shag. Can't seem to sleep well these days. Shall try to plug in to my music player and listen to songs to sleep. A bit like lullaby eh. I know I know. Shall try all methods to see which one can make me sleep well. A shitass problem from young until now Hais. When will I be able to sleep well? Like those kind when you hit the pillow then immediately sleep one. I can't. It's like hit the pillow still must lie down there for two to three hours. Damn Sian sia! And then is super shag . Using phone to blog now (: tmr is English paper, but I didn't really mug for it. Shall mug for that one paper tmr. Then after that I shall copy notes like some siaozharbo for history. I lost my entire stack of history notes so shall redo them x.x
Kkay bye officially,shall blog when im free

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o.o

Asked my mum about my abnormal skull
She told me that cause when she was giving birth to me I couldn't get out
She say so the doctor had to pull me out or something liddat
She say when I was finally out I had a wound on my forehead :O she say maybe cause of the doc :\
But finally knew what happened to my abnormal skull
Learnt a lot today!

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Shagg):

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Dont feel like doing anything

Today uber shag D:
Talked to soonxuan the Si potato
I was really into analyzing his headache you know! Sounded like some shitass doctor omg==
more like some naggy old woman Omgeez ._.
Went to check about the different types of headache. Realised that headache may not be simple
.__. Discovery today. At least I learnt something today! :D

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DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTAND ME ?

you say you understand me , but do you know am i feeling pain , sorrow , happiness now ?

NO.

you dont .

then how could you say that you understand me ?

BITCH GET A LIFE .

you dont even give a fucking damn about my feelings .

GND .

EOY D:

tomorrow's higher chinese paper 2 , damn scared . didnt really mug for that haahs (: more busy doing history D: i lost the entire stack of notes ): couldnt find it so decided to redo them . damn unlucky D:

will keep my notes in a place where i remember next time , wont repeat the same mistake !

shit , havent put metal button yet . hais dont feel like doing anything now . supposed to type history notes , but ended up here . nehmind luh , shall do the rest tomorrow , super shag ):

shall try hard to absorb all my lost notes within two days , hopefully by friday can memorise everything ! jiayou ~ (: