mathhigherchinesescienceart . 68,64,81,70 . b3b4a1a2 .
got 1 a1 1 a2 1 b3 1 b4 . yeah very lousy . or should i say fucking lousy . ):
today got math results and thank goodness it was before recess so i could cry my heart out after getting that shit b3 . something was wrong already when i did the math paper . i knew it . but i didnt know it would make such a great impact D: . normally i would do the paper until the very last minute then finish then only got like 30 seconds to check the paper then for eoy i had like 15 minutes to check which was completely crazy . a lot of careless mistakes . but better than last year prelim cause i got way much more careless mistakes leh . got 46 for prelim . yeah i failed by 4 marks . and i realised that for math , it's always that i either do very well or i do badly . and this time i did badly . fucking badly . fucking fucking badly . cried the moment i stepped out of classroom . i couldnt resist the urge to start crying . ): was crying on the way to canteen then dennis they all happened to look back and saw my unglam look . me when im breaking down .my goodness O: . then dennis went to me and ask what happened and then told me to cheer up cause still got next year then tell me go ask ms ang about the concepts that i was unsure about if not next year want ask also cannot and that sec1 is only the foundation and no need cry de . what would happen if i told him that i got such fucking bad marks cause i was careless ? but i didnt tell him anyway . (: then i just went to buy green tea and yes green tea rocks ! after thsat i saw soonxuan then he ask me why i cry then i just told him that i got b3 for math . he must be shocked cause my eyes was like bloody red lol . xuanting and shichee and qianhui cheered me up yeah (: love them much <3 they say that im the most hardworking person in the whole of 1H , then shichee say sujin is the second most hardworking then followed by charlotte . i dont know whether i was really the most hardworking paerson in the whole of 1H , but i guess as long as i have done my best in the preparation and in the exam i dont really need to give a bullshit about my math results . (: since it's combined then more dont need give a fucking bullshiit about it YESYESYES . :D fucking awesome . gooooood .
kkay . so people i need to thank and what they did :
1. miko ; cause she was the first person to witness my breaking down and then she consoled me
2. dennis ; he was second to see my breaking down and he also consoled me
3. xuanting ; casue she was the one who really made me laugh and smile like there's no tomorrow
4. shichee ; she also made me smile and said that i was the most hardworking person
5. qianhui ; cause she told me that i still did well and consoled me like how a mother consoles her child
yeah so 5 people i need to thank . shall find someday when i can thank them . maybe it's more difficult to thank dennis . whatever ==
last period was higher chinese . zhanglaoshi gave all the papers out then i got 64 . b4 . yesyesyes . reached my mother's target (: . but bad thing is i only need that shit one mark to go b3 == . zhanglaoshi say it's combined . whatthefuck . liddat confirm plus chop my mark drop le luh D: why is this happening to me . but amazingly i didnt cry for higherxhinese . cause i was just too happy when i saw my paper 2 was 61/90 (: zhanglaoshi say my paper 2 saved me . yes it really saved me i love my paper 2 yeah !
got science and art yesterday (:
science was 81 , a1 , but i didnt get highest D: sujin got 88 -> highest in class . fuckkkkkkkkk this bullshit ! but was still content with this mark .
art got 70 , borderline a2 but i dont care !
yeah so to summarise , fuck half of my life and dont fuck half of my life . what am i saying ? whatever ==
shall blog when i can . esp after receiving other marks yeah (:
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