Sunday, 10 March 2013 ❤

Hey people :---)

It's me I'm backkkkk :)

Lets just say that I kind of detest my common test one results so far. Ugh. I don't even want to talk about it. Don't get me started, or else I'll be ranting away like a nagging mummy. Yup. My results (so far!) are really not impressive. Like please, 26.5/50 for physics paper. Aren't I impressive. Yup. Okay but my other test marks will help me to pull up the overall, so I guess I'm not really afraid..

Oh look. I'm starting to rant. That just isn't the right thing to do, right? I can't be boring you with my rants yeah?

Even though I keep telling myself that I shouldn't get started on this topic on scores, I still can't help but to rant a little. So here goes. If you don't want to read about my rant feel free to exit this page while I continue my rant.

So yup. Lets get started (I'm absolutely in the mood for a rant now).

When I got back my physics paper. I was like, 'OH MY FLYING FISH FLYING MACAROONS FLYING SHIT FLYING TABLES FLYING CHAIRS I WANT TO FLIP THE WHOLE UNIVERSE BECAUSE I GOT 25.5/50'. But later I got 26.5/50, but yep. I AM IN DEEP SHIT. WAIST DEEP SOME MORE. I can't possibly tell my mom that I barely passed my physics paper, right? I can foresee that my mom will scold me and ground me and worse, confiscate my phone! My source of entertainment, communication and whatnot! So I didn't tell my mom my physics, LOL. Didn't want her to start flipping yeah? And then when teacher was about to go through the paper I was like on the verge of breaking down already. YES IM NOT KIDDING I AM VERY SERIOUS HERE I SWEAR MY EYES WERE FILLED WITH WATER. no my eyes weren't sweating. But I managed to let the water in my eyes dry up and continued with the review of the paper. I really couldn't believe it. I wouldn't say that my sec2 physics score has a huge influence on my physics score now, but, shouldn't there be some... Link in between? Like I got 86 last year, I shouldn't fare too badly right? (Sorry if I'm not making any sense to you) I was totally TOTALLY disappointed with myself, I really really really felt like killing myself and crying and just, flip shit.

Okay. Enough of physics.

It's EMath's turn now!

I absolutely detest my emath score okay like I WAS SO CARELESS I GOT A 26/35 AND AN ANGRY FACE! 74% like WHIUT. :(

Chemistry got 34/50 like whyyyyyyyy.

All in all, I AM VERY VERY VERY VERY CARELESS. like WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY. WHY. WHAT HAPPENED. WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN. HOW DID THIS HAPPEN. WHY DID THIS HAPPEN. WHO CAUSED THIS? me.

I was on the verge of breaking down. No joke. I was like asking myself why am I here in school why did I do this why did I do that. Like a whole bunch of why's.

WHY.

I can only blame myself for being careless.

Bye. Not in the mood to type anymore.